Year 2009... Comes to an End

Year 2009 has come to an end. I hate my year 2009. It has brought me a lot of unfortunate events even the last day of year 2009. So many things have happened during this year. I am not sure whether i am looking forward to year 2010.

I feel so worry and confuse now. I am afraid year 2010 will be worse than year 2009. Too many things have happened this year until today. There are certain things which i can't accept but i have to accept them no matter what.

The happiest moment that i have in year 2009 was i finally graduated. Not only that i get 5 cute furballs accompanying me. In this year, i have met a cute man too.. But, riceball is still the best ! He is not my dream man but he is the man that i love most. Forever and ever !

Riceball has been going through thick and thin with me all these while. Without him, i don't know what i should do. I am a blur and stupid person at times. But he is always there to guide me and giving me advices.

I hope in year 2010, i will be able to have a happy year with him and many more years to come...

I'm Lost

I feel so lost. I know the reason but i am not allowed to say it out because it's a secret. My darkest secret. A secret belong to me and riceball.

I trust no one. I can't tell anyone. It's too private. Not even my family members are allowed to know. It's because everyone is too sarcastic. Everyone is so hypocrite. It makes me hate to talk to anyone of them.

I am glad and happy my dearest riceball and my five little furballs are always by my side supporting me. Without them, i don't know what i should do. I love all of them. I really do..

I really appreciate for having them by my side when i need them the most. Though my little furballs can't talk to me, at least their characters can make me smile the whole day.

Maybank 24-hour World Class Customer Care ... ABSOLUTELY NOT !

Maybank customer service totally sucks ! i have called them more than 15 times using my handphone and no one is picking up my call at all ! Where is the first class service !? This is totally sucks !. It's not even Xmas yet and they are already not working? This is really terrible !. It's not acceptable at all ! I do not have much money in my handphone to keep calling them. Each call cost me around 50 cents. What the hell is that?

I have forgotten my password and i need them to reset and this is what i get. Stupid bunch of people working in Maybank.

Damn lazy ! They even dare to say that they are providing world class service. This is terrible. Really terrible. I am gonna to cut my card after my easy payment scheme for my computer. I am not gonna to use their service anymore !

I feel Suffocated

Recently, i feel very suffocated in the office especially after lunch hour. I feel airless. No airflow at all. It makes me want to puke especially after lunch. I'm not sure whether it's due to the smell of the chemical but i can no longer take it anymore.

I think i can't work long anymore. The smell is too terrifying. It's too overpowering that gives me headache at times. I need air. I feel as though i am lack of oxygen. I can't seem to breath properly.

I feel so suffocated that i went to the toilet to throw up. I think it's time for me to look for alternative. I can't stay here any longer. I can die anytime. I need a break !

Golden Triangle Restaurant

Last Friday we went to Golden Triangle for our dinner. This is the first time we went out for dinner after so many years of cooking at home. We opt for their all-you-can-eat promotion.

I think we have ordered around 9 - 10 dishes and i would say the food is quite nice. But their clear soup tomyam is really very spicy. You can feel your tongue is burning. Their seafood is not very fresh though especially their prawns. The fishy smell is there. And the size of the prawns are quite small. We also tried their famous Choo Chee fish. Deep fried fish laden with coconut curry gravy. I love this dish. The fish is fried until very crispy. It's nice eaten with white rice.

We also ordered mango salad which i love it alot. Sourish and a bit spicy. Their lemon spicy squid is much spicier than their clear soup tomyam.

I also love the toufu pancake and the yam cake. We also tried their pandan chicken. I would say quite tasty but i was too full that time so i didn't really eat it. The chicken meat which they use has a lot of fat wrapping on to the meat. You have to remove it before you can it else you wil find it very oily. As for dessert, we ordered their famous tham tim krop. It's very nice. i really love it. I should have ordered 2 bowls instead of one but i was too full that time that i couldn't even put anymore food in my mouth. I might throw up anytime.

If you are a big eater, u can opt for their all-you-can-eat promotion. If you are not, then better don't because the serving is quite big.

宫心计

I am sure many of you have watched this TVB drama. I am not able to put the title in english because i have forgotten the title in English. It's too long..

I love this drama. I love to look at how the women fight among themselves. It's not the normal catfight but full of schemes and plans that can make you die !. I like to look at how the women strived for their best to be on the top. They can be very unscrupulous even to the best friends. Well, that's life. Even in reality, humans are like that too. Only the top and the best can stay on top. The minor ones are always below them.

I would say some of the actresses and the actors acted very well in the drama. I loved to look at the baddies because they are showing the true self of the humans when someone is greedy for power.

But the ending is always the most boring part. The baddies always failed and the good ones always win. No such thing for me.

Some People...

Some people are so hateful. Some people are plain insensitive towards other people's feeling. I really hate them a lot. There is such person in my life and she is someone close to me. I have developed 'i-hate-to-talk-to-you' feeling for her. I tried my best to suppress my real feelings whenever i talk to her.

She likes to complain to me about something she has yet i do not have and yearn to have at times. This is really hateful. I always have bad thought. At times, i hope that something bad will happen to her so that she will shut her mouth off. I know i am bad having this kind of thought but i just couldn't help it. I just want her to learn her lesson and appreciate the things that she has now that GOD has given to her and not me. SHe has just taken it for granted. I just hate her. I hate her proudness. I hate the way she complains. But there is nothing i can do. She is someone close to me.

I feel inferior everytime talking to her. I think i will make myself MIA soon.

You Are Not Working Hard Enough

How would you feel when someone said this to you? "You have not work hard enough for it". "You do not have faith that is the reason why your wish doesn't come true". If i'm in good mood or being polite, I will just laugh it off or nod my head and walk away. If i am in bad mood, i will tell you to fuck off !...

What do you mean by not working hard enough. No faith and etc? How do you measure it? Tell me? I can't even measure it myself you can measure it for me? I salute you if you can do so.

When someone is in difficulty or facing any problem, what they need most is love and support but not wet blanket or some idiots to make a joke out of it.

I hope all these people can leave me alone. I really can't stand them at all !. Yes, you have everything you want. All your wishes come true because you work hard for it. We are not blessed and our wishes don't come true because we are lazy bunch people who have no faith in God and not work hard enough. Happy? No?

Palace De India.

I went to palace De india restaurant recently for lunch. We order nasi briyani with tandoori chicken. No picture is taken because i am not a camera person. I love the smell of the nasi briyani because they added butter at the bottom of the hot plate. The smell of the butter plus the nasi briyani really very aromatic. The price is RM30 for two person. We also ordered mutton but i don't really love it because they mutton taste is too strong for my liking.

I would recommend to those who want to try northen indian cuisine can come to this restaurant. The price is a bit on the steep side but overall the food is not disappointing. In fact, it's quite good for me.

Why Me?

Have you ever asked urself this question ? "WHY ME?"

Whenever i face any problem or sadness, i will ask myself this question umpteenth times until i am too exhausted to think about it. Of all people, why must it happen to me? Why ? Why me??

I don't even know how to answer and sometimes i really hope someone can answer me that. Is it because i am a bad girl / because i am down in luck that's why it happens to me.

I feel very angry and i feel life is so unfair. I start to hate everyone who is better than me. I start to pity myself.

But now, i try to control myself. I stop asking myself "Why me?" I know no matter what i said or how i vent my anger, it's not gonna to change anything. I just need to accept it with whole hearted.

I can't be sad and unhappy all the time. I need to brace up. I don't want to make the people around me feel sad.

Whenever i feel down, i don't ponder "why me?" question anymore. Nothing is gonna to change. Try to think about the happy times instead. Smile to myself and say. At least i am still alive and free from sickness.

Disappointed With Pos Malaysia

Until now i have not received my parcel from Pos Malaysia. The parcel has already reached the post office at my region but they don't intend to deliver to me because i am always not at home due to work. Post Office is opened on every Sunday in my area. So they can always send to me on Sunday.

Yesterday they gave me a call. They want me to go to their office to get the parcel myself ! MYSELF ! Why i need to go at the first place? I have already told them that I am at home on Sunday. They can kindly deliver to me on Sunday but they refused to. So i asked them to just deliver the parcel to Post Office in the town so that i can get from there as i don't know where is their head office. I don't want to drive blindly around the area just to find their head office.

I even have to ask them to issue a call card for me to claim my parcel. I waited for the call card yesterday and it was not delivered to my house. Then how am i suppose to claim my parcel??

I called them yesterday in the afternoon whether they have sent the call card to me and their reply was no. The call card will only be sent to my house today. Well, let's see whether they will send the call card to my house today.

All the items in the parcel are my hamsters' beddings. I need it for my hammies. They need to have a comfortable bed. Without it, i can't help them to change the bedding. They can't sleep on the newspaper. It will dirty their fur !!

What to do... i need to trace my parcel again today. Later i need to call to the post office to check whether i can claim my parcel tomorrow. I don't want my parcel to go missing :(.

E & O Buffet Lunch

We went to E & O buffet lunch not long ago. I was quite disappointed with the food there. They do have varieties of food but most of the food does not take good. It's too plain and tasteless to me. And most of the food is quite cold. As for the grilling section, they do have a lot of seafood but most of them are quite bland. The sauce given for dipping is not delicious. Their rice like plain rice & fried rice is hard and cold. Not soft, fluffy and warm at all..

I think i only like their cheese cake.

I think i have too much expectation for their buffet. I don't think i will go there for their buffet in near future.

I Need A BREAK !

I can't wait for 5pm today. I totally need a break ! Though it's only 3 days break it's better than nothing.

I feel so tired all these while. During this one year, i have not done anything at all except completing my Master. No more studies... hahahaha.. The best thing in life. If you want me to continue with my studies, i would rather die !!! DIE DIE !!!..

Hopefully, there will be more surprises for me next year !

This terrible !

I hate it whenever the online seller don't reply the buyer email. This is really terrible ! i am extremely angry now !. I have emailed to the seller for quite sometime but not even a single reply from them. ! Not because of my pets, i will not buy from them !.

I have already made the payment. I just need an email informing me whether my order has been shipped or not. Don't they know that they should respect their buyer? It's not few dollars but RM100++...

I have emailed more than 3 emails but none is replied. If you have sent, then just said so and give me the tracking no. Everytime, i need to give post office a call so that they will send the item direct to my house. If i have no tracking no, i can't know my item whereabouts.

This is really very frustrating. This will be my last time dealing with them. I don't think i want to buy anything online again. This is too frustrating. I don't have so much patience to wait and wait for a reply.

I am your customer and i have already paid for the items. I have the right to know whether my order has been processed or not.. This is taking too long.

Lack of Pet Items

I feel that Penang pet shops have to little items for sale. Even the biggest pet shop in penang is also the same. This always give me a headache because i need to order online which i hate it because my pet need the items urgently especially their beddings. I have not helped them to change their beddings for 2 weeks and i urgently need the bedding. I am not sure whether my order has been shipped to me or not. I have sent them an email but no reply at all. Sigh....

I think i need to resend again... How i wish there are a few good pet shops in penang....

Daorae Korean Restaurant

We went to this restaurant last week. The total damage that we need to pay for a lunch if RM122. We ordered 2 BBQ pork, 1 ginseng chicken soup and 1 bibim-bab. There is only 2 of us eating and we have over ordered. Other than that, there is a complimentary pancake for diners.

Overall, the food is delicious and the service is good compared to Che-Go Korean Restaurant. The waiters are very attentive towards the diners.

I'd recommend this restaurant for those who have not tried Korean food before.

Are All Babies Cute?

To be frank, i don't think all babies are cute. I only admit that all babies are innocent but not all are cute.

What would you do if people are you whether their babies are cute or not? How would you reply ? Honestly? or 'Open one eye, close one eye?

I also don't know how to answer. I think just keep your mouth shut is the best !

Life is Mundane

Life is very mundane recently. No happiness and no sadness. Nothing particular happens. Don't know is a good thing or a bad thing.

Therefore, nothing to rant here... Nothing to write here...

Ta da........

Some People....

I'm gonna to rant again today. I have red eyes whenever i see a person especially a woman at my age is doing better off than me. What to do.. i am a woman too... I can get jealous easily... ahhahaha... ;)...

I love to read other people's blog because i am also a kaypoh person. There is a blog which i always read but i am not gonna disclose whose blog is that. Mana tahu i kena hentam...

Some people are doing so well. Not in terms of work but in terms of life. She doesn't need to work. She can buy whatever she wants. She is productive as she can have as many as she wants yet some people having trouble even to have one ! .. Life is so unfair isn't it? Some people yearn to be a good mum but not given any chance. Yet, some people can keep producing and they don't even need to take care of them after giving birth. Can go around the world or buy whatever they want with no worries about financial. Yet, some people still need to work like hell and worry about money.

Many people said that life is a cycle. It has ups and downs. Everyone will have a turn of going downhill and some people will have a change of going uphill. But to me, it's just bullshitting..!! If you are rich, then you can have what you want ! If you are middle class / poor. Sorry, you won't have anything you want unless you hit jackpot !

I am the unlucky one though. Life is always full of sadness and disappointment. maybe i should get used to it. Maybe i have too much bad karma in me....

This is my blog, so i can rant whatever i want here. So if anyone of you don't like it, can stop reading !....

Poor Little Riceball

I feel sad today. I feel sad for little riceball. He doesn't look well recently. In fact, he looks sad to me. I don't know why. He looks so helpless and restless today. I know he is being bullied by Little Meatball. Little Meatball is bigger than Little Riceball now. He is so much stronger too. He has turned into a bully.

No matter how big the tank for them, Little Riceball is still being bullied by Little Meatball. I have no choice but to separate them and need to put little Riceball in a smaller tank. I feel so heartbroken. I feel so sad...

Little Riceball is so much weaker than Little Meatball... I don't know what i can do to make Little Riceball feel better now.

No matter what, I must buy a tank for Little Riceball. Even there is no tank, i can at least buy him a bin for him. I think bin is so much bigger than tank. Though there won't be any major 'renovation' for him, but i am sure he will be very happy too as be can have his own 'bungalow' soon....

CTY Pet Shop Made Mistakes AGAIN !!!

This is not the first time this CTY aquarium made this stupid mistake. If any of the staff does not know how to differentiate the gender between the hamsters just let the customers know. I always wanted a female hamster. But they sell me a male again. AGAIN !!!!... THis is the second time. There will not be the third time ANYMORE !.

I don't mind the color of the hamster as long as she is healthy and active. Who knows lah. Gives me a male again. I have asked him several times, are you sure this is a female but he was so confident that it's a female... I REALLY FEEL LIKE THROWING THE HAMSTERS' SHIT ON HIS FACE ! HIS LAN SI FACE !.

If you do not know, just admit it !!!. I am not gonna BITE YOU !... I was already suspected that Little Fishball is a male because i saw his little bird but the staff there with his name, LXXXXXXE told me it was a GIRL ! A GIRL WITH LITTLE BIRDIE... I trusted him because was not able to see his testicles as he was still very small.

I have all male hamsters now. No more girlfriend for my Little Meatball... I am not gonna to go back to the shop to look for a femal anymore. Unless i bring my transparent exercise ball and put the hammies inside to check one by one. Else, i am not gonna go there anymore ! ANYMORe !!!!

Even though Little Fishball is a boy, but i still love him the same.

I Saw a Doggie

I saw a doggie today at my neighbourhood. It's quite a big dog. I love the dog because it's big and the fur is not bad. I thought of giving it food but i did not have food with me that time... Sigh.... too bad. Else i will definitely keep it as my dog. Whenever i have leftover food like chicken bones and rice, i hope there would be a dog for me to feed. There are so many stray dogs around. They do not have a home. All i can give is food to them.

Hopefully it will come again tomorrow morning or this evening so that i can give it some food.

CTY Aquarium

CTY Aquarium is the largest aquarium / pet shop in Penang which i have been to. It is located in georgetown area just beside New World Park. Though it's the largest, but its cleanliness fails big time !. The small pets, dogs and cats sections are quite dirty. There are even fleas around the hamsters' tank. :( ... I know that they seldom / do not clean the tank at all because i have seen a lot of fruit flies around the tanks. The bedding for the small pets is very dirty. They have so many employees but none of their employees is cleaning the tank.

The food, treats, beddings and equipment that they sell are very limited for the small pets. The quality is not good too... That is the reason why i need to buy some of the hamsters' items online.

Luckily there is a pet shop online www.petshack.com.my. I love to surf their website. Too bad most of the items that i want are out of stock .... :(... I have to look for other alternative for my hammies... I like to buy from this site because their service is very fast and efficient. The items which they sell are very useful for our pets.

Hopefully there will be more stock available from the website, then i can buy at my own convenience.

Little Riceball's Photos

I have uploaded very few photos of little riceball in my another blog for my hammies. I feel bad about it now. I think i have neglected him. He is smaller in size compares to Little Meatball. Little meatball is bigger and more energetic. I can also feel that Little meatball likes to bully Little riceball. Poor Little riceball... I love both of them a lot. They are truly my little darlings. I can't imagine if one of them goes to heaven. I think i will sob to death.

I think i need to put Little riceball in the exercise ball. Let him explore more. He is lazy recently. Less movement and only loves to sleep. :( ... I am not happy about it and worry at the same time too. I want him to be big and strong like Little Meatball...

By the way, i have brought a little hammy girl home last Saturday. I named her Little Fishball... hehehe.... The condition in the pet shop is so bad. Though it's the biggest pet shop in penang, but the cleanliness fails big time !. It doesn't change the hamsters' bedding causing Little Fishball has fleas on her body. I have no choice but to bathe her with warm water to get rid of those fleas. Hopefully all the fleas will leave her body soon. :(....

Am i too much ?

Recently i have bought a lot of things for my two cute little hammies. I think exceed Rm200. I know i shouldn' t buy so many things for them but i just love them too much. I want them to have the best wheel, exercise balls, food and many more. I do sound greedy but i can't stop it. I just want them to be happy.

I think i love them too much liao. Must stop it before i turn into a ham-shopaholic !

Gender Mix Up

sigh... my hammies gender were mixed up. I am doubtful about the shopkeeper who chose for us whether he can differentiate between male & female hamsters.

All these while i always thought that Little riceball is a cute little girl because his testicles weren't very prominent compared to Little Meatball. I have tried to check him a few times and i already suspected that Little riceball is a boy but Riceball denied it.

But it was confirmed yesterday that Little riceball is indeed a cute little gentle boy. Suddenly, i have a mix feelings. I still love Little riceball a lot regardless of its gender but still i am still dissappointed. Little riceball has become Little meatball brother instead of girlfriend =.=")

I'm super T**** today !

I feel so angry now. I can't stand the security guard at my company. Macamlah i have stepped on their feet. Whereever i walk, macam tak betul only. They like to say "Ms... next time don't use this gate, use another gate." or "Ms. you can't walk here. you have to use another way". What the hell is this? Why must i listen to you? It's not that i will block the whole entrance or exit for the cars !.

i have already very frustrated sitting in such a lousy office or so-called workplace. Damn cold at times and then morning sun shines at me makes me dark... ! I feel like a cheap labour here with no proper sitting place and now i need to listen to them the route to use or walk. Why others can walk in / out using that stupid gate?

Damn it ! stupid !

Little Meatball Looks Sick

Today my little meatball looks sick. He doesn't run on the wheel like he used to early in the morning. He just slept in his small house. He has made me and riceball worried about him. Hopefully, he will be fine soon.

Boycott SKYNET !

I really appreciate if online sellers can boycott skynet or let the buyers to have an option to choose between other courier companies service.

The skynet attitude is damn terrible ! Very irresponsible ! They just threw my parcel at my house's compound yesterday. Aren't we suppose to sign it ? If this is the service they give me, then may as well using normal post. The postman also throw whatever parcel to your house compound if you opt for normal post.

Plus, SKYNET even dare to update the tracking status as delivered. This is incorrigible ! Where is the proof of signature which they suppose to have in the tracking site. I thought they usually upload it once it's delivered.

I can't imagine if they throw important document / parcel to the wrong house. If the house owner report it and return to you it's ok. What if not? Who is going to be responsible for the loss?
I think i must complain it to somewhere so that they learn their lesson.

Skynet Service is Getting Worse

When skynet branch is newly opened at my area, the service is quite good and fast. But it only lasted for a few months. Now their service is getting worse. No update in the website. No phone call when they deliver your items and etc. Until now, i did not receive any call regarding my item. Either they send it to the wrong house, or they did not deliver at all.

I hate this kind of service. When i told them that the website is not updated, they said it's updated. I don't see any update at all. I can even show you all the proof.

I don't understand why most of the online sellers like to use skynet. is it because they provide the cheapest service? Cheapest with the worst service. This is what i hate most !

I miss my hammies !

I miss my hammies so much... How i wish i can straightaway go home now and see them. I can't wait to play with them. I think they must be sleeping now.

I need a break !

Even though i do not tons of work to do, but i need a break. I really want to have a good rest. I am not sure what is wrong with me. But i have been very unhappy and tired all these while.

I wish that i can take a month rest. Go for a long holiday. But i know, i can't do that. Now looking forward to Deepavali as i am gonna have 4 days rest.

I love my Hammies

I have bought two hammies recently to accompany me. I love both of them soooo much. But one of them doesn't seem very healthy. It keeps sleeping and eating all the time. It likes to hide inside its house... :(... I am just afraid it's ill that's why she is not active. She is sooo small and fragile.....

I will introduce them in my next post.. :)

I am down and depressed

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BIG RED ACNE ON MY NOSE !

I am not going to go out until the acne dissappears from my nose !. Too bad, i still need to go to work... *sob sob...

What's wrong with JBA ?

IT has been three days that my housing area has no water. What is wrong with JBA? Why are they so inefficient? This type of problem should be solved immediately !. Yet, they are dilly dally about it for 3 days including today.

How are we going to wash our clothes ? What about those people with kids? Don't tell me they don't need water urgently?

I have called them several times regarding this problem but they can't even give me an answer. All they say is "they have not found the root cause of the problem". What the heck !? Don't tell me we don't need water to bathe, wash and cook ?

Not only that, they even lied to me. They say they will send some water to our house for time being until this problem solve but i have never seen their lorry in my area before. NONE.

So, what should we do? Back to the nature? Use rain water? If there is no rain? Drain water?

This is really terrible. IT has been 3 days and yet there is no action taken.

Loss For Words

I have nothing to write recently. My life is mundane and boring. Everyday is the same for me. Routine. I think i am gonna to abandon this blog for quite a moment until i have found something more interesting to write.

Till then. Bye....

I'm Sad. Real Sad

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Skin79 Absolute Total

I have tried skin79 Absolute total bb cream. What is the difference between Skin79 absolute total and skin79 hotpink ? Skin79 Absolute total is thicker than hotpink. It's not easy to apply compare to hotpink. As for the coverage, i think both are quite the same. Not much different for me. It just that absolute total has higher spf which is 37++ . I have forgotten what is the spf for hotpink.

Both are good to me because both do not cause any breakouts on my face.

Korea Full Body Whitening Shower Cream

Recently i bought this whitening shower cream. It claims that it able to whiten your skin tone. I have used a few times but i don't feel any effect. I don't feel fair at all.

In fact, i hate the smell. It makes me feel like fainting everytime i use it. It smells horrible to me. The cream is greyish in color. It doesn't form bubble when mix with water. I did not use on my body because i couldn't stand the smell. I only use it on my leg.

I bought it only at the price of RM22. It's quite a big tube. But it won't last very long to me because i usually squeeze a lot every time i use to cover my legs. Maybe because i have a pair of elephant legs. @_@

Anyway, i think there is other better body shower cream for whitening. I won't buy again after finish using it. I hope i can finish it as soon as possible as i can't stand the smell. >.<

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Private Hospital Sucks

I hate the private hospitals services. We have paid so much for treatment yet we don't get what we want. It's hateful isn't it? The normal out-patients treatment starts at 9am, but the doctor can just come in at 10am or even 11am. How could they do that? Isn't it suppose to start at 9am? Isn't it the doctor suppose to be in the hospital at 9am sharp? It's frustrating.

Patients are sick yet you make them wait 1-3 hours just to see the doctors and they are in the consultant room merely for 10 minutes or at most 15 minutes. One time consultant fees excluding medicine is approximately RM40-60 depending how many questions you ask.

I still remember the time i went to Gleaneagle to see a specialist. I waited for 2 hours just to see him. I was only in his consultant room for merely 5 minutes with 2 -3 questions and i was charge with a hefty sum of RM70 for consultant fees only ! this is exorbitant ! was my problem solved? Nope.

Not only Gleaneagles in Penang, Island Hospital in penang is no any better. I have tried waiting for 1 hour for a doctor and i was in there for consultant for merely 5 minutes. The waiting period is longer than seeking treatment.

All these are what i have experienced when i was in Island Hospital and Gleneagles.

Not only that, some of the nurses are damn rude ! Not helpful at all. When you call the doctor and want to talk to the doctor, she won't even let you talk to the doctor. As though she is the 'wife' and you are the 'mistress' trying to seduce her 'husband'. As a patient, we have the right to talk to the doctor right? Don't tell me teeny weeny little thing we also need to make appointment to meet up with the doctor? Then, what are the phone for, for each clinics in the hospital? Ridiculous !

I choose private hospital in a hope for better treatment. Ended up, this is what i get. I'm not sure this only happens in Penang or also in other states. Or it happens in all the countries.

maybe i have watched too many dramas regarding hospital. They are so fast and efficient. They tried their best to save the patient.

Am i asking for too much ? This is the reason why i hate hate hate to go to hospital regardless it's private or public.

I just wish they will improve someday. At least improve by 10%. or maybe i have lower my expectation someday.

TVB: You're Hired

I have finished watching this drama. This drama is more on comedy than serious. This is a story about how a man who was very good in business management helped other businessmen in reviving their business. It's quite interesting.

But there is an actress who is not good in her acting at all. I hate the way she acted in this drama. I dont' know what is her name but her spoken language is very irritating. Cantonese with English slang. Yucks !

I quite like charmaine seah in this drama. This kind of role suits her better than those serious roles. She doesn't look good when she is serious.

I love the last episode of this drama. Very hilarious. It had successfully made me laugh.

if you are into something more relaxing, i would recommend this drama.

Review: Rice Day Soap

I always love to buy skincare online because i'm always looking for the best skincare for myself and also riceball.

Most of the products which i have bought, i am quite satisfied with them except for rice day soap. Soaps made in Korea. But the quality is the same as Lux. Not only the texture, the smell is also the same as Lux !

It has three flavours. Rice, pumpkin and green bean. I thought different flavour will have different smell but i was wrong. They have the same smell. To me, the effect is also same as Lux. It's not recommended to be used on your face unless your face is extremely oily or you like to have 'squeaky' clean face...

It's a total dissappointment for me. In terms of soap, i think i prefer cyleina soaps from Philipines. Your face doesn't feel dry and your face still feel moist after using it.

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09/09/09

Today marks the auspicious day for all the newly married couple. Many couples are registering on this day even though we are still in chinese lunar 7th month. So is it still as auspicious as we think? If i were the couple, i would choose 090909 on chinese lunar calendar. more auspicious to me... hahahaha.. But whatever it is, it's still a happy day today for all couples. Congratulations !

Till death do us part !

Tax ! Tax ! Tax !

I don't understand why everything need to be taxed. Even buying some personal stuff from overseas also need to be taxed. I really don't get it. can't they just set a quota for personal use instead of mixing them up with business use.

It's even worse when you go to the Customs online website and refer to their tariffs code. It's not reliable at all. What is stated there is totally different from what the officer in charge said. It makes you so confuse. In the end, I rather choose not to buy. Because i'm sick of those emails.

Sigh.... I think won't buy things from overseas for time being. Too tedious. I hate keep emailing to the customs department to verify with them which items will be taxed.

I'm turning into a vain pot.

I have not make up for years and i seldom doll up. Maybe once in a blue moon.

But recently, i start to put on some make up. I start to love to doll up myself. I'm in love with earrings again. I am suppose to sell the earrings away, but instead i wear them myself. Those earrings are very beautiful and in good quality. But i don't understand why no one wants to buy. I think many people still prefer to wear those funny and easily to rust earrings.

Now, i am learning make up by myself. Try to experiment it myself. But i still do not like to put on lip gloss / lipstick. I hate the taste of it especially when i'm eating. I hate to eat the lipsticks.

Though i want to look pretty, but i still not in the mood for diet. I still love food as ever. I am stil as roundish as a meatball.. hahahahah

Best Antidote for H1N1

When come to sales, no one is afraid of H1N1. Mega sales, mid-term sales or happy hour sales are just like antidote to H1N1. As we know that, with H1N1 around, we are adviced to wear masks, not to go to crowded places and many more. But when come to sales, no one cares about these advices. Everyone rush to the discounted items. Squeeze among others just to get the best bargain.

This is what i have experimented last week. There was a happy hour sales at Jusco in Bukit Mertajam. Branded bags having 80 discounts. Can you imagine that ? 80 % discount ! You only need to pay RM20 for a Rm100 bag. Would you buy? I am one of them too.. hahahaha... I grabbed 3 bags at one go.

What i have seen, no one was wearing masks. Everyone was gathering at the same spot regardless of age and sex. You don't know whether the person squeezing with you are down with fever, flu or have any virus. You just squeeze with them because you want cheapest stuff. You become so energetic out of the sudden. You have the strength of a bull. Can you imagine that?

So the best antidote for H1N1 will be SALES !!!

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TVB: When Dog Loves Cat

This is quite an old drama. It was shown last year and i only get to watch this year. The story plot is very simple. This drama is trying to create an awareness to the viewers that pets are our best friends. They bring us joy and happiness therefore we shouldn't just simply throw them away like rubbish when we do not need them anymore. They need love and care too.

I like this drama because it's has a lot of touching moments between the animals and humans. It makes me cry a few times. Maybe to some people it is just a normal and boring dramas because it has not much story plot but to me, it's a wonderful drama.

How i wish i could have a dog now.

Should I or shouldn't I ?

So many things in my mind now. I'm not sure whether should i continue working. Riceball asks me to quit but i'm afraid if i quit i am not able to find a new one. Frankly speaking, i hate my working condition now. I hate my sitting area. The aircon is facing me directly. I have to endure the coldness everyday. I really hate the feeling. It's really bad for health as everybody has said. But at this moment we are still full of financial burden. I can't quit just like that. I need to have a source of income.

I am really in dilemma now. At times i really feel like sending in the letter but i am also afraid that i am not able to find a new one.

Issh... !!! I really don't know what i should do now. Can someone enlighten me? :S

Post Express is ridiculous !

Why do i say Post express is ridiculous. It has been so many days yet i have not even received my item. It was sent on Saturday and suppose to reach on Sunday because post office in kedah is opened on Sunday but the item is not even posted yet. The status is still under posting. What the heck men !

Stupid Post express. Is it because festive season is around the corner therefore no more mood to work already? How do i trust them with important document? Damn it !

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I'm Feeling Down.

I am feeling really down now. Don't ask me why. I'm in terrible mood. Not even a mood to type. I feel like a clump of shit now. :(

Dr. Jart Pore-X Peeling Gel

I love to use peeling gel once a while because it really can remove the dead skin on your face leaving your skin soft a smooth.

Recently i bought a peeling gel online called Dr. Jart Pore-X Peeling Gel. What i like about this peeling gel is, it doesn't cause any sensitivity to my skin compared to Laneige strawberry yogurt peeling gel. It doesn't have nice sweet smelling smell like Laneige. In fact, it doesn't have any smell at all. It's not too harsh on your skin too. Usually after using peeling gel, definitely one or two pimples will pop out on my skin but this Dr.Jart Pore-X Peeling Gel doesn't cause any bumps on my face.

This peeling gel is suitable for sensitive skin as i have sensitive skin too.

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Jealous Or Envy

Do you know how to differentiate the difference between Jealousy and envy? I do and i really do. Whenever i am envy of someone, I still feeling happy for them but when i feel jealous of someone, the feeling of anger and hatred is there. You hope that the person would fail one day. Have a bad fall or whatever. I will start to make comparison. Why she/he able to achieve it yet i couldn't. I know it's bad feeling this way but who isn't? Be frank. I know everyone has that kind of feeling before.

I know i shouldn't feel jealous of one's happiness or achievement. It's totally wrong but i just couldn't control my feeling. I feel down and sad the whole time and try to find all kind of bad points or weaknesses of that person but deep down in my heart, i know this person has no flaws at all. Some people are born to be lucky. Just like some people are born with silver spoon.

The feeling of jealousy is there, i will try to avoid that person totally. No contact whatsoever because i don't want to make myself feel even worse. What's wrong want me to congratulate that person. You may as well kill me.

I have this kind of feeling recently. I know i shouldn't but i can't control myself. I start to hate myself to the extend i don't know how to laugh anymore. The bitter feeling is always there. I try to drown myself by watching tv whole day long to wipe away the feeling of jealousy. But after switching off the tv set, my mind starts to work on its own again. I just can't stop myself.

I hate it. I really hate it. Not even riceball can console me nor make me happy.

Sad & Miserable

I feel sad and miserable today. Everyone has their own happiness why it's so hard for me to find my own happiness? I have tried to remain calm and try to forget but i just couldn't let go. It's hard to let go. It's hard to act as though nothing has ever happened. It's hard to put a smile in front but it's terribly hurt inside.

I have tried many ways to make myself happy but i just couldn't smile at all. I become bad-tempered. Unhappy. Hard to get along with. I don't want to talk nor face anyone at all. I just want to be alone. All alone without any accompaniment.

Part 2 of Poslaju

UPDATE: Good ! This time they give me a call directly instead of making me worry the whole day. So early they call me. At least i have seen slight improvement. But don't say too fast first. What if............... (touchwood !)

I have another parcel with poslaju again. And i don't understand why recently Poslaju never update their parcel status online. It's not as efficient as last few months where they diligently update the parcel status.

Yesterday, I went home and found a slip from poslaju to take the parcel on my own. But before getting the slip, i already went to poslaju and get it myself. What about this time round? I need to call them again? So sick of calling them all the time.

I think i better think twice before buying anything online anymore. I don't want to feel worry all the time. Though the things are cheap online but i am afraid that i will have heart attack due to poslaju inefficiency. sigh......

I have seen their notice board yesterday i saw 5% of misplacement of parcels. Which mean they send to the wrong recipients ! Oh gosh ! that's a lot ! How can they misplace the parcels? Don't tell me the address is wrong? This is dangerous ! I feel at risk whenever sending or receiving my parcels from Poslaju now.

You see, i need to call them again at around 10.00am to track my parcel whereabout.

I think this is really the last time i am going to purchase anything online. Stop first before having a heart attack :(

Poslaju Sucks !

UPDATE: Where is my Parcel ??!!!!.. No call at all from Postman of PosLaju. Call them they said already pending for delivery. But until now 3++ no call at all from the postman. This is the first time poslaju so slow. They usually call me at around 11am. But now already so late. Where have they send the parcel to??? The item is not cheap ok... Pray God hopefully is not lost :(

Why does Poslaju bother to have the tracking system when you can't even track your parcel's location? I can't even track where my parcel is now. It still pending at the same place and area. So does it mean that the parcel is still at its origin?

is it really that difficult for them to update the location of the parcel? I thought they just need to scan the barcode to their system and voila ! everything is done. It makes you worry whether your parcel is missing or still pending for delivery? No news. Nothing at all.

It's already 9.16am now and still i can't track my parcel. It's still pending in the same status since yesterday night. Stupid !

Update for a while will die is it?

So, where is my parcel now !? have to make a call to the poslaju later at around 11am. >.<

What am i doing ?

I have been asking myself this question many times. What am i doing in the office? i have been sitting in the office with nothing much to do since last week. i feel like a dummy here. I know i should be happy that i have no pressure at all sitting in the office without anything to do yet i still get my salary. This is sucks ! I hate this kind of life. I want to do something whether it's paperwork or just some simple coding. I hate doing research in the office. I have been doing research in the office since last two weeks.

All these while, i just sit in the office to surf the net. It makes me look so stupid. It makes me unmotivated to work at all. My skills start to deteriorate. I want to do something instead of passing my time by surfing the net aimlessly.

I start to hate my life. Boring and mundane. No achievement. Nothing !. this is what i fear most. What have i been doing all these while? Worthless at work. Useless at home !

Burning Flame 3

Finally, i have finished watching burning flame 3. I love this drama a lot. This drama not only revolves around firemen but also relationship, kinship and friendship.

This drama has shown that how love plays an important role in our lives. Love can turn into hatred. Friends can turn into enemy.

The story of this drama more or less also reflects on me too. I am also a very stubborn person just like the second leading actor. I don't easily let go and i'm kinda narrow minded too. It makes me feel very unhappy at times. If you don't let go, you only make yourself feel worse. Isn't it? So, it's time to learn to let go.

At least this drama has a good ending.

Miss Pinky

Introducing my new family member. Ms. Pinky. The cutest friend i ever had. Soft spoken and sweet. What's more it's pink in color. My favourite colour ! :D

Here are some of her photos.Isn't she sweet and cute? Another favourite shot of mine:

DKNY Fresh Blossom

Finally, I have a perfume of my own. DKNY Fresh Blossom. I am really in love with this perfume. The smell is very light and refreshing. The color of the bottle is very pretty too. Pink in color. But it's not cheap at all. RM215 for a 50ml bottle. But it's worth it for me because finally i have found the perfume that i really love.

Review: Cyleina Soap~Black Pearl

I have tried Ah Yuan organic soap from Taiwan and now i am using cyleina organic soap from Philippines. I have only tried one of the most famous flavour which is black pearl soap which is for face.

I like this soap. It doesn't dry your skin at all. It doesn't make your skin feels tight after using it. It helps in whitening but until now i don't seem any fairer. Maybe because i have only used it for 3-4 times.

It doesn't have any strong smell like Ah Yuan organic soap which has very strong herbal smell. It's quite expensive for its size. RM18 per bar. It's only 45 gram. But i am sure you can find cheaper seller online which i am looking for now.

Next, i will try its rice bran soap. They say it's very good for skin whitening. must give it a try tonight.

I think i'm into organic soaps now.

I'm Driving !!

I have not driven for many weeks. I think for few months already. All these while riceball is the one that drives me around. He is the one that send me to work and drive me home. I think my driving skill is getting worse.... My parking sucks. My estimation sucks too.

Hopefully i don't need to drive too frequently..hehehe.. lazy to drive...

Review: Skin79 Oxygen Mask

I have bought a bottle of Skin79 detoxifying Oxygen mask. all you need to do is to apply the cream on your face. Then you will feel some tingling sensation on your face. You can see bubble foam forming on your face. I don't see much bubble foam on my face though. Maybe i put too little.

After 10 minutes, you just need to wash it off with lukewarm water. You will see that your skin is fairer. But the fairness is only temporary effect. After a while, you will go back to your normal skin tone. Abit disappointed. The purpose of this mask is not for whitening i guess... It's more for supplying oxygen to your face. Once your face has enough oxygen, then it won't look so dull anymore. That is only my opinion.

I have already used a few times. But each time i only use a small amount. That's why not much bubble foam forming on my face. Will try to use more next time. At least no pimple pop up after using this product.

Review: SKIN79 Hot Pink BB Cream

Recently i have bought a bottle of BB cream online. BB cream here means blemish balm cream which acts like a liquit foundation but it's better than foundation because it doesn't only hide blemishes but help to whiten your skin, heal pimple scars and even has UV protection.

What i like about this SKIN79 BB cream is, its texture is very light. It's very easy to apply. Even a person like me who doesn't know how to put on foundation can easily apply it on my face evenly. You don't need to use a lot, a small amount will do to cover the whole face. For me, it not able to hide scars that are too dark.

Its coverage not as good as foundation. If you want better coverage, you can apply BB cream and then only apply another layer of powder foundation. That will be perfect.

The color of this BB cream is quite light. After putting on the BB cream, you will see that your face will be fairer but after a while, it blends with your skin color. But i'm not sure whether it able to blend well if you have dark skin. You can apply a bit on your face and see before applying the whole face.

Though it says that it helps in controlling oil secretion but my face still feel oily after 4 hours later. I still need to blot my face with tissue.

If you apply BB cream everyday, it will able to improve your overall skin texture. I'm not sure about this because i only apply whenever i go out during the weekend.

Parenthood Certification

Everything needs certifications now. You need to have SPM certification, STPM/A-level certifications, degree certification, master and so on.

Being a parent also needs to have a cert to prove that you are qualified to be a parent. Why do i say so? Some people can have babies as easy as ABC. One after another each year. Some people have problem even to have a baby. They have to go through all kind of treatments, route just to have one. It's just like some people need to study very very hard just to obtain a certification and some people don't even need to study also can get good results and obtain a cert.

What qualification do you need t o have in order to have your Parenthood Certification? Let's see, I have 3 here:

1. care-free. Stress-free. Worry-free. (compulsory)
Why do i say that? Some people have infertility because they are stressful. That's what we commonly say when someone have infertility problem. Relax Relax Relax. I doubt they can relax when they are having fertility issue isn't it? They need to fork out a lot of money to undergo treatment.

2. Healthy (Compulsory) As long as you are healthy. As strong as a bull, you can have tons of kids.

3. Rich (Optional)
When you are rich, you are stress-free. No need to worry about your work. You can work now and the very next minute just stay at home and rest.


If you fail 1 or 2, you are gonna fail to obtain your parenthood certification. If you are healthy and you are stress-free, even you are not rich, you can have bundle of children. But if you are either stressful or unhealthy, your passing rate will be less than 20%.

So, have you gotten your parenthood certification ?

Unfair Treatment From Tesco

I went to Tesco, Penang last Saturday. I was really very unhappy with their weighing counter service. Rude staff they have.

I went to weighing counter to weigh some vegetable. I queued up according to the notice given at the bottom left hand of the counter. It stated there to queued up from left and go out from right.

I went to queue up and out of a sudden. A stupid malay woman cut the queue by queuing from right hand side. The staff did not say anything and served her first !. I was so angry. Really very angry. And all those stupid customers also queue up from right to left.

Not only she didn't serve me, this is the remark left by her. "Tak faham ke?". Hey ! who doesn't understand here !? I wanted to scold her but i don't want to tarnish my own image. I left.

Just because she is same race as that stupid woman then she served her first? Is this the way? Is this the way Tesco going to serve their customers? I'm not being a racist but this is the treatment i get and this is what happened to me. right before my own eyes !

This is unforgivable ! This is terrible !

TESCO Penang Malaysia better do something about this. You are tarnishing your own image.

Please filter first before hiring anybody to work for you. !

Working Fantasy

When i was young, i always wished that i could grow faster so that i could work. I can wear beautiful clothes and put on make up. Maybe due to watching to many dramas. In the drama, there are so many good looking guys and also so many pretty ladies in one office. I just wanted to be one of them. All of them seem to enjoy their work a lot and they didn't mind working over time.

But after started working few years ago, i know whatever i watch in the tv does not apply to me. I don't wear nice clothes to work, i don't put on make up not even lip gloss. Everyday, i am kinda wearing the same old clothes. My colleagues are not pretty and not good looking at all. Most of them are already married, more like aunties and uncles. I admit some of them are quite pretty but they are not fun to be with at all. Some are even too bitchy for me to talk to them.

Now, i only look forward to Friday. No need to work on Saturday and Sunday. Hate Monday the most. Need to drag myself up every morning. It's terrible !

I think i need a long break !.

Unpredictable Weather

Malaysia weather is very unpredictable. Today can be exceptional hot and heaty but the next day it rains and it's cooling and breezy. Sometimes i do wish that Malaysia can have four seasons like other countries too but the thought of winter really freak me out.

Though Malaysia can be very hot, but i think it is not as hot as some areas in Arizona which is noted for its desert climate which can be exceptionally hot and dry. But i don't mind traveling to there because there many national parks like Grand Canyon which worth a visit. I also don't mind having a property in Arizona which can be used as a vacation home. How i wish i could buy a luxurius house like this. If there is extra land i can even build an open spaced spa or swimming pool. When I feel hot, I can always just dip in. (*wishful thinking.)

If anyone of you really thought of buying a property in Arizona for vacation purpose or for long term residency you can go to this property site; SFP to have a look.

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Ah Yuan Handmade Organic Soap

Ah Yuan handmade organic soap is a Taiwan brand soap. These soaps are made from herbs and it's organic. So many people rave about it so i also bought two of these soap and give it a try. It's not cheap at all. It costs me about RM29++ for a bar of soap.

Two of the soaps which i have bought are 'si zhen' and mung bean soap. I bought them online from an online seller. I think she is a good seller because i received my order the next day after i made my payment. This is what i call good online seller.

What i think about this soap? Both of the soaps have very strong herbs' smell. I can tolerate and i quite like the smell. I use mung bean soap as facial wash and frankly speaking it does control the oil secretion on my face. It's not suitable for dry skin people at all. Many people say mung bean has whitening effect and can lighten the pigmentation & freckles but i am not sure whether i have turn fairer or not. I am still continue using now.

As for the other soap, 'si zhen', i don't find anything special about this soap. Though it is highly recommended by the seller. It doesn't have any effect on me. I use it as body wash.

Will i buy it again, probably yes and probably no. Probably yes for mung bean soap only because it's not cheap for a bar of soap.

Where is my order?!

I have made another purchase online two days ago. The seller suppose to send my item to my through post express. But until now i am not able to track it. I have called the pos hotline but they told me that there isn't any record. I'm getting worried now. It's either the seller hasn't send out or the item is lost in the mail. I am really very worry now. Though the item which i bought is less than RM50 but it's still my hard earned money.

Recently i made another purchase which costs more than RM100 and i hope it won't lose again. Touchwood !.. I start to distrust the online sellers now. Isn't it suppose to be next day delivery? Why isn't any tracking no for me or either that the tracking no not working?

I have made a lot of purchase online before and most of the time the transactions go smoothly without any problem from the sellers. But recently everything not smooth at all. It either stucks or no tracking no for me. I feel so doubtful about them.

I think i better stop doing my shopping online. I don't want to lose my hard-earned money. Though it's cheaper by maybe 20%-50% when buy online but i don't feel secure especially when the sellers don't keep their promise by sending on the next day.

I feel so sad now........:(

I hate Convo

Now only i realized that i hate convo. It's very tedious. I don't anything last time but after started working and staying so far away from school, i feel very tired going to and fro to university. There are so many things that need to be done.

Payment of convo fees, taking and returning the robe, taking survey which until now i can't access to the site due to invalid ID. I have talked and emailed to the person in charge but no response at all. sigh........

If you do not do all these, you can't take ur scroll. Damn stupid isn't it? Can't they setup an online account for us to pay for the convo fees? Why must we go to university and pay? What's more pay on the convo day itself. It will be extremely crowded with people.

Now, i am in dilemma whether should i take leave a day before my convo. EEEsssshhh... this is really troublesome. I thought of paying it on the day itself but there will be a lot of people and the distance from the convo hall to the examination hall is sooooo far. and later on need to walk to higher education building which is very far too. I will definitely die of exhaustion. I think i better make a call to the university again.

So now everyone knows the reason why i hate convo.... :(

Movie Review: Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince

I don't know how to describe this movie. It's a let down for me. It doesn't have much story line for this sequel. It's more on their puppy love lives. It's kind of boring. I still prefer the first two sequels.

If you all have already read the story, i don't think you need to go to the cinema to watch. Even if you really want to go to watch, i would suggest to watch morning. It's cheaper especially in TGV cinema, only RM6 per person for morning show before 12pm.

Letter From Customs

After a long wait, at last Customs replied my email. Now only i know that we will not be charged with any tax when we import perfume from overseas.

At least i can buy perfume online from overseas now. At least it's cheaper that buying from store. But you need to wait for quite some time for the perfume to reach you. If you are in a hurry, please do not order online.

If anyone is interested to buy perfume, can look for me. I can help you to get at cheaper price.
Just leave your order at the comment :)

Jusco, No Plastic Day Campaign.

To me, Jusco "No Plastic" campaign sucks. Why do we say suck? Firstly, nobody knows about the Jusco campaign. So customers who went to Jusco to buy daily necessities do not know about it. All Jusco did is ask the cashiers to inform the customers. What the heck !

Isn't it very troublesome? Even if you do not want to distribute plastic bags, at least give each of your customer a recycle bag. To me, they are trying to take this opportunity to sell their recycle bag. As they know some customers who do not have big bags or do not have plastic bags would have no choice but to buy the recycle bag. So this is another way to earn money. Isn it?

So, Jusco "No Plastic" campaign does not work. It's damn annoying. At least put a BIG NOTICE in front of the hypermarket.

Solar Eclipse 22/07/2009

Today marks the day of solar eclipse. Not sure able to see or not. The sky looks gloomy and dark today.

Some even say there might be tsunami and earthquake. So, better don't go to beaches today. Stay at home or stay in your office. :)

Extremely Unhappy

I am extremely unhappy today. I hate when riceball starts to complain this and that. Whatever i do is for his own good but he just likes to turn a deaf ear !.

What the heck !? I am sooo angry now. I don't know what else to say other than saying i am sooo angry and unhappy. :(

I won't care about him anymore !

Worst Day of The Week

I hate Monday! I have problem getting up. I have problem going to work. I have problem working. I want to go home !

Laziest Day Of The Week

Yippieee !! Friday is here !!

Skynet oh Skynet

UPDATE: I have got my parcel yesterday. They called me up at around 1 something. I went to their office to collect myself. If you are afraid of lost parcel or don't intend to wait too long for the arrival of your parcel, then it's better you take it yourself. I always prefer to take it myself.

This is the first time i am receiving my parcel from skynet but sad to say until now not a call from them. Usually at this time most of the courier services would have called you to deliver the parcels but skynet is different. They take the longest time to reach you.

What more, i have given them a call this morning. I told them that i am not at home and i will be going to their office to collect. But guess what? They ask me to come to their office at 6pm. Not too early or too late. :(

I have read many complaints about Skynet. At first i still give them benefit of doubt but now no more. I do not like their service. I think i will request the seller to change the courier service to another company. I think poslaju is better than them.

I hope my parcel is safe and sound in their hand. sigh.........

I think today is not a good day for me.

Do you like your job?

have you ever ask yourself, do you like your job? Frankly speaking, i never like my job. I never get any fulfilment at all while working in this line for these few years.

Plus, i am working for a small company now. What i like now is that i am able to go home on time. Whenever i come to work, i don't know what i'm doing. I feel tired and lethargic the moment i reach the office. I know many peopl say it's time to look for another job. But what is the difference if you are also working in a line which you do not like at all.

It's only change of environment. Everything will still be the same. The job scopes will be the same too. So may as well stay in the same company. So this is one of the reason why i am not changing job.

Even if i really change job, i will choose another field. Definitely not my current field. Boring field.
So instead of looking for another job in another company, i will look for other job in another field.

I'm online shopaholic !

Recently i love to shop online. I love to browse the online store and forums to search for interesting stuffs. Once i'm interested in the stuff, i will look for additional details online especially skincare products because some might be fake or the comments given are not relevent.

What i love about shopping online is, i do not need to go out to search for it. All i need to do is to browse the net, email the seller, online transaction and ta da !.. wait for my product to reach my house.

I am very interested in skin care product recently. I will read through all the posts and surf the net regarding the particular product before closing the deal. of course, before making any payment, i will search the seller background first in case it's a scam. It's to protect myself too.

I have found a few products which i like. once i have made the purchase and use it, i will write a review about it. Stay tune... :)

Mask Review: Shiseido Black Masks

Shiseido black mask is actually a peel-off mask. apply on your skin and wait for it to dry and then peel it off.

It's really suitable for oily skin like me. I like to use shiseido black mask as nose mask because it really can help me to remove the blackheads and my pores do look a bit smaller too. Of course, in order to have clearner looking nose, you need to use a few times. But at times, i also apply on my whole face when i am pimple-free. I love to see the blackheads and whiteheads sticking on the mask when you peel it off from your face. .... heheh

Shiseido black mask comes in small packet only. If your face is small, you can use at least 2 times per packet. I usually use 2 times per packet. And i use 2 times per week.

After peeling off the masks, you can put some toner and moisturizer to tighten your pores and moisten your skin.

But always remember, never ever apply on pimples as it might cause inflamation and also sensitive skin.

Even riceball also likes to use it.

I do sell it at pretty babez' fashion but i have not put up the detail information on the masks. I am selling at RM2 for a packet. You can also order from here if you like to by posting on the comments.

I'm in deep shit !#@$%

I am in deep shit now. Keep going to the toilet to shit. What the hell is wrong with me these few days. Feel so sick..... :(

What's wrong with Google?

What's wrong with Google today? I can't seem to access any of the Google sites today especially Google.com and gmail.com

Is it only me or everyone is facing the same problem?

Game Review: Floating Kingdom

Recently, riceball and i are crazy about this game. This is actually a very simple game to play. The purpose of this game is to build your own kingdom. Different level build different kingdom. As easy as that. All you need to do is to plan your village and gather resources to build a grand palace on each various floating island. It's more or less like Stronghold Crusader but this is for young kids. You gather your resources by playing a wide variety of fun mini-games. You need gold, water, stone, flour, food and many more to build the villages and construct the palace...

This game is actually from www.bigfishgames.com This is not a free web game. You need to buy from this website. But we didn't buy from them though.. hehehe....

Here are some of the screenshots taken from the website:




Though this game might be for kids, but adults can enjoy too especially playing together with your partner.

Dishonest Online Sellers

Some online sellers are very dishonest. I have seen and met a few online sellers. Though they are selling their products at very low price, but they try to earn it back by increasing the postage price. I do not know why they want to do that. It seems like they are not sincere at all.

I have tried to ask 2 different sellers which are selling the same thing about the price of the postage fees for the same amount of orders that i want. Guess what? both of them are not sincere. Seller A, quote me RM4 for post express. I said i do not want post express because normal post is good enough. You know what she said? The price is almost the same. Frankly speaking, the price is not the same, because both are different services. But she is good enough to let me know that the maximum weight of post express of RM4 can carry. Another seller B, quote me RM7 for post express. Then he explain to me his maximum quantity for RM4 post express.

Both are using post express, but why are they saying two different thing? How can both using same service but carry different maximum weight? I know i shouldn't be too bothered about the fees, but this is not the way to earn money. Their products are cheap but they are using postage to cover it just because they know that the buyers do not mind about the postage too much.

Frankly speaking, i can't tolerate this kind of online sellers. I try not to buy from them unless i really need to use it. Else, forget about it. If they think that want to earn more, well, just mark up the price. Do not use indirect tactics like postage fees to cover your so-called loss.

Review: Beauty Diary Mask ~Black Pearl

I have been using masks for quite some time. Yesterday was the first time using beauty diary mask ~ black pearl. The purpose of this mask is for whitening effect.

Actually, i don't feel much different after using the mask. Maybe there is some teeny weeny whitening effect on me. I do feel my skin feel smoother in the morning. To me, this mask is just so so for me. Maybe i have just used it once. Must use a few times to see the effect.

It's not very good to have immediate effect just by one application. It's dangerous too. It shows that the chemical usage is very high.

Will i continue to use? Yes, i will. Maybe after using it for some time, i might turn fairer.. :)

Transformer: Revenge of The Fallen

I am not going to review on this movie. I am sure many of you have already watched it and some might have watched more than 5 times...

This is the third week Transformer shown in the cinema but still so many people go to the cinema and watch. Luckily i have booked earlier. My tickets can counted as free because we redeemed the tickets using UOB credit card. hehe...

I am sooo in love with Optimus Prime and Bumble Bee now. Optimus Prime is very serious and manly and Bumble Bee is very humorous. If only Bumble bee could be my 'boyfriend'. I would definitely feel very safe on the road. Hahaha.. Because i am a lousy driver. :(... Optimus Prime is too big to be driven on the road especially during traffic jam, but he is definitely a good companion when drive on the highway. Big and secure. :Þ

Whose Fault it is?

Recently i have a lot of complaints. Can't blame me for that. The people especially the sellers or customer service agents are damn irritating and frustrating.

I met with a very unhappy incident recently. I went to this website www.chilai.com.tw to look at their products online. Their products aren't cheap. Not a few hundred but few thousand. I added something to their cart. After that i did not buy because the sales transaction is very inconvenient. They do not have paypal, they do not have credit card. So i forego the transaction.

After a few weeks, i received a call from poslaju to take a parcel. I didn't know what was that. When i opened it up, i was shock to receive the package sent by this particular online store.
By the way, did i say i want it? Did i give you any confirmation notice stating that i have paid for the product? I DID NOT !. Isn't it they suppose to wait for payment before sending anything to their customers?

Now, they ask me to pay them up. It's very irritating. They force me to pay for something i did not want to buy. It's darn irritating and frustrating !. What type of business concept is that?

Can i just throw away and pretend i did not receive?... Damn it !

Do beware when going to this kind of site especially www.chilai.com.tw I don't care how good your product is, as long as i did not make any payment = i DO NOT want to buy.

Can I Trust Pos Malaysia?

I am not sure should i trust Pos Malaysia again. It stated in the web that my parcel is already out for delivery. But when i looked at my letterbox yesterday, the slip to inform you to take your parcel from the post office wasn't there. What the heck?

I am very worry that they have given the slip to the wrong owner. Shit !. I have worried for one whole day yesterday. I called the customer agent of POS Malaysia, i asked them about my parcel. he asked me whether did i receive any slip. I told them no, and they say maybe the postman hasn't deliver it yet.

Sigh.... why does all these things have to happen to me?...

I am not sure should i ever trust POS Malaysia again. I feel insecure with their services now.

Maybank Service Sucks !

Maybank has the worst customer service. Why do i say the worst? I agree that they have 24 hours customer service but they customer service agents are kind of dumb to me. I have given them my information and detail yet they can't help me to solve my problem. The only answer they give me will be "I am sorry. I can't find the information you want. It's better you call the branch which you have made the application". If that is the case, why do they need to have customer service agent.

Ok, so i give their branch a call. And you know what their representative tell me? " Miss, we are having meeting now. " This can be concluded in this manner: "Miss, we are having meeting are you are disturbing us. We have no time to entertain you. So please get lost".

When i ask the representative to transfer, you know what he said? "Miss, we are having meeting. We can't do that for you. I give you a number and you call yourself. 915." What the heck is 915? why don't you give me 999? Isn't it sound better? when i asked him whether 915 is an extension number or whether can you give me a full number, he said, you can transfer yourself the number.

I am stupid enough to dial 915 by simply adding the front 4 digit no. And what did i get in the end? An aunty picking up the call. Keep saying "hello, hello, hello.......".

Once again my question is unanswered. So this is what we call customer service? Is this the service we suppose to get? Even if you can't entertain me, at least transfer my call to another person who has the time to entertain me.

Damn it !

Back to Work

Back to work again. Everything back to normal again. Life is soo mundane again. Go to work at 8.15am and return at 5pm. Yucks !! i hate this kind of life. Everything is restricted. I still prefer my freedom. I still want my holiday !.

How i wish i am on my slumberland now..... hai......

Friends Or Acquaintances

How do you differentiate whether this person is your friend or acquaintance? Well, to me, not many people are suitable to be my friends. Some are just meant to be acquiantances.

To me, if i counted a person as my friends, i am willing to share my secrets and problems with him/her without worrying that she/he will betray my trust. I will feel comfortable being with him/her. I can even joke around with them without worrying they will be angry.

As for acquaintances, they are merely partner at work. We can only discuss formal things. When we meet, we just say "hi" and "bye". No secrets. No chatting. You will feel awkward when chatting with them. You feel uneasy sharing secrets with them.

I do have friends that turned into acquaintences. Why? Hard to get along. Communication problem. I still remember i have a friend that is easily offended. Or being too defensive. Everything must listen to her. She is too authoritive to me. How to be friend? So, i tried to keep a distance. Because i don't know when will i offend her again. And i don't know how to communicate with her anymore.

So whenever i met a new person, i will think carefully first whether she/he is suitable to be your friend or your acquaintance. Can i share my problems, happiness and sadness with her? Can i trust her/him with my secrets.

Mask Review: My Scheming Beauty Birdnest + Collagen

Birdnest + collagen mask is one of my favourite mask. To me, this mask is suitable for all skin type especially dry skin because it not only consists of birdnest but also cucumber extract which can help in moistening your skin.

When i put on the masks, i don't feel any tingling sensation like how i felt when i put on All-in-collagen masks from dainty design. Maybe because it's milder. The effect isn't very distinct when you remove the mask, but i feel my skin is a bit more supple.

Here is the image of My Scheming Beauty Birdnest + collagen package.

I am selling My Scheming Beauty masks. At this moment this masks already out of stock. A lot of people love it.

If you thought of buying masks from me, can go to pretty babez' fashion website. My beauty diary masks are coming soon too.

Q10 + Collagen

Recently we can see there are many skin care products even facial masks consists of Q10 and collagen. We know that skincare products which consists of Q10 and collagen are very good to fight aging process.

Q10 is one of the essential cogs in the biochemical machineary that produces biological energy inside the cells. Second, C0Q10 is an antioxidant. Therefore, it helps neutralize harmful free radicals which are one of the causes of aging. As we grow older, level of Q10 starts to decrease and when it reaches its lowest peak, resulting in lesser ability to produce collagen, elastin and other important skin molecules.

Collagen which is found in skin tissue are important for skin strength and elasticity. As this collagen break down, it causes skin to lost its suppleness and we begin to get wrinkles and our skin starts to sag.

From here we know that, in order to prevent sagging skin and wrinkles, we need to have Q10. With Q10, we body able to produce collagen. And with collagen we able to reduce fine lines, wrinkles and sagging skin.

For more information, you can read it at here and here.

There are many supplements in the market now which consists of Q10 and also collagen.

We should start to maintain our skin as young as mid 20s to prevent premature aging. If we do not want to take those supplement, we can use facial products which consists of Q10 and collagen which will be introduced in my next post :)

First Payment From Pay Per Post

Yuppie!! i got my first payment from pay per post. Though the amount is extremely little but i am still happy because at least i have earned something from my side income. Hehe...

Hopefully i still have the opportunity to earn more.

Review: My Scheming Beauty Pearl Extract

Recently i have used a lot of facial masks. The purpose of using the facial masks are to test out the quality and also the effect they have towards the face before selling them to my customers. At least you can explain to them better the effect after using the facial masks.

Let me review about Pearl Extract Mask. I quite like this mask. It doesn't have those tingling sensation when you use the mask compared to using red wine polyphenol mask. It can be absorbed well by my face.

Your face feels moist and fairer after using it. Therefore, it is highly recommended to those with dry skin. It doesn't dry your skin at all.

Here is the packaging for Scheming Beauty Mask: Pearl extract