I HATE THE WHOLE WORLD !

WHY MUST I BE THE ONE SUFFER? IT’S UNFAIR. WHY GIVE ME AT THE FIRST PLACE AND TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME?!

I AM SAD N DEPRESSED. I AM DYING. I WANT TO DIE !!!

Time 4 Trend

I am disappointed with this fashion online store. This is the first time i need to get a refund from an online store. Fortunately, they are willing to refund me.

I love their clothes and the price is reasonable but i don’t understand why they need to take weeks to deliver a clothes to me and I have already confirmed with them that the clothes is available which is ready stock.

I bought it last Monday. After i checked with them yesterday whether will i be able to get it next week, their respond was sorry that they not able to meet my timeline.

So disappointed. From excited to anxious to disappointment.

Moral of the story is, before i make any payment, i will always make sure that the seller able to deliver to me at the stipulated time frame.

My Book is Officially Lost

My first order from overseas is officially lost. I bought a book from book depository last month 16 Dec 2011 and until now i have not received it yet.

I am not sure what has happened because usually whatever i bought from overseas usually arrived within 16-18 days at most. But this one is already 20 days yet I have not received it yet. Postman came today but no letter for me. I was so disappointed. I have been waiting anxiously for this parenting book for days. What a disappointment.

Now, i am so afraid to buy things from overseas. I am afraid it will be lost again. I hate to file a dispute. It only makes overseas sellers don’t want to send to Malaysia anymore.

Hopefully, Book Depository person-in-charge will reply to my mail soon. I thought of buying few more books from them but now i dare not anymore because i am afraid it will be lost again.

I really pray that the book will miraculously appear at my doorstep soon.

By the way, i bought something again from overseas website and it’s using Royal Airmail again. Please Please Please let it reach my house safe and sound.

Slow Slow Slow !

Where on earth is my book this time? It has been 16 days but i have not even receive my book from Book Depository. Does it really need this long to reach Malaysia?

I am looking for Gina Ford’s parenting books but it seems like i can’t find it in Penang. So, I bought one from Book Depository. But i have no idea why until now the book is not here yet. How long do i need to wait?

For the first two books, it took about 15-16 days to reach me. But for this one, 16 days is already over and i am still waiting for it. Hopefully, it doesn’t take more than 1 month to reach me. I want to buy another book regarding parenting but i am not sure now whether should i buy from Book Depository because i am afraid it will take very long again. I think i will only buy next week.

Sigh… hopefully the first book can be here soon. If lost, have to report to Book Depository.

Hard Rock Hotel Penang

I am back from Hard Rock Hotel Penang and i must say i am quite disappointed with it. It is not as good as it stated and i don’t think the service is that good too.

If i were to rate this hotel, it would say 3/5. The overall design and structure don’t look like 4 stars hotel for me. And the room doesn’t worth the price i paid for. RM450++ per room per night is tad too high with such a small room.

Here are some of the room’s photos.

This is a photo taken from the bathroom. You must be thinking where is the mirror. It is a sliding mirror. If you the mirror away / apart, you can see this man or should i say a rocker?

This is the bed. The size doesn’t look like King size bed but i might be wrong.

This is taken from the lobby. I was testing the canon’s camera miniature effect.

This is taken at the Starz diner’s restaurant.

I am truly disappointed with the Starz Diner buffet dinner. It really doesn’t worth the price. It was too expensive. RM76++ / person. It only has limited no. of food. To me, the food cooked until too hard like the roasted lamb or too salty. It doesn’t look like international buffet to me. It has too little choice. Overall, it looks pathetic. I would only rate it 2/5.

Conclusion, i won’t stay in this hotel again. I would prefer to try out other hotel.

Where is my 2nd book?

I have gotten my first book on Saturday from book depository but until now i have not received my 2nd book. I ordered the book at the same time but the 2nd book was shipped out on the 28 Nov 2011. Today is already 13 Dec 2011 but i have yet to receive it.

Sigh…. how long do i have to wait again? The first book it takes about 14 days. Now is already 15 days for the 2nd book. Counting down now. Hopefully i don’t need to wait until end of this month. Or worst, lost !

Pray pray hopefully i will be able to receive it tomorrow. The postman is lazy today. Didn’t come at all today !

Jelly Lens

Another disappointment… I bought 3 jelly lens online because i would like to take some photos with effects using my mobile.

After i received it, i was so excited to try it out but ended the jelly lens are not sticky as what the packages claim to me. Once of the jelly lens are totally not sticky at all. As soon as i tried to stick on my lens, it dropped off. Totally irritating. Another 2 still ok. I have to take photos very fast because they fell off. It’s totally irritating.

I bought it at the price of RM6.90. It doesn’t worth it at all. Some of you might say, they are cheap. If they are not functioning, just throw them away but i think RM6.90 is extremely for such tiny stuffs.

I bought starburst, polarized and another one should be closed up. The closed up totally cannot be used because it is not sticky at all.

Here are some of the photos taken using polarized and starburst. Starburst is always out of focus. Don’t know why. May be i don’t know how to use?

Starburst

Polarized. Don’t know what type of effect i should see. In fact, i don’t see anything. Except that the photo is darker.

Overall, all these jelly lens are waste of money. I will never ever purchase again !

Avalon Biotin B-Complex Hair Thickening Shampoo

I have put a lot of hope in this shampoo. I always wanted to have thicker and fuller hair and i thought i have found a shampoo which meets my criteria but…. hai…another disappointment.

After using it for 2 weeks, i don’t see any different to my hair. It’s still the same. It doesn’t thicken my hair nor make my hair fuller. It’s just another normal shampoo.

It doesn’t come cheap too. I bought it at the price of RM50++ and i don’t get the result i want. Waste of money again.

Can anyone tell me, which shampoo can make my hair looks thicker and fuller? Or there is no such shampoo?

I still left a lot for this shampoo and i hope to finish it quickly so that i can purchase other brand of shampoo.

The Saddest Day In My Life

Update: Both peanuts passed away yesterday. Both were cannibalized by their mother. I am totally devastated. Though i am sad and angry but i still love their mother very much.

Today marks the saddest day in my life. One of my peanuts has passed away. It was eaten by its mother. I was totally shock. I was totally devastated and sad. I never know she would eat her own baby. Her own baby !. There were suppose to be a pair of peanuts. I was very excited when she gave birth to two of them. I was everyday looking forward to seeing them growing. But i didn't know that the peanut's lifespan is so short. It has only lived for four days and it was gone. I am not able to see it anymore.

I hope the only survivor will be able to survive till the end. I really hope i am able to see it grows bigger each day. I really hope i am able to carry it one day in my hand.

He is a Great Dissappointment

I think whoever reads this post will try to figure out who is this 'he'. Of course, this 'he' is not my beloved riceball. Because riceball has never made me disappointed at this moment.

All these while, i always thought that he is a wonderful person. I always thought that he is my only hope in my life. A person who can change my life one day. A person who can fulfill my wish and dream. But i was wrong. I only realized it when i met him last week. He is not a person who i can look for help anymore.

Before that, i admired him a lot. I felt that he is a very approachable person and ever wiling to help you. But he is not this kind of person. He is no different from any other people. I don't know where has his compassion gone to. When he said this statement twice, "It's unfair for you and also unfair for me', I was totally hurt. The feeling of betrayal is there. I was stabbed in my heart. I totally understand that everyone is selfish. What's more both of us are not related at all. Not even close.

But he is my only hope. He is the only person i can trust at this point of my life. I need his advice. I need his help. I need his support. So now, i feel totally lost and hopeless.

He has truly hurt me. I am not sure whether i will be able to face him anymore. Because after the conversation with him, i just walked away without a word of thank nor a smile from me.

He might just brush it off, but the words that he said, has truly scarred me. Until now, i still brood over it. I still think about it. I have tried to brush it off but it still etch in my mind. In my memory.

If he can't help me, i really truly and sincerely hope that God can help me.

Where is my things?

I have bought something online nearly 3 weeks ago but until now i have not received it. I have already paid and waited patiently for my parcel but every time i check my letter box i feel disappointed. Nothing in my letter box.

I have written a letter to them requesting them to check for my order and they have already sent the order to me. They say it is still at the custom for clearance. Wow ! it really takes a long time. Hopefully i will be able to receive it latest by this week. Else, i am not going to trust online transaction anymore.