I'm Lost

I feel so lost. I know the reason but i am not allowed to say it out because it's a secret. My darkest secret. A secret belong to me and riceball.

I trust no one. I can't tell anyone. It's too private. Not even my family members are allowed to know. It's because everyone is too sarcastic. Everyone is so hypocrite. It makes me hate to talk to anyone of them.

I am glad and happy my dearest riceball and my five little furballs are always by my side supporting me. Without them, i don't know what i should do. I love all of them. I really do..

I really appreciate for having them by my side when i need them the most. Though my little furballs can't talk to me, at least their characters can make me smile the whole day.