Year 2009... Comes to an End

Year 2009 has come to an end. I hate my year 2009. It has brought me a lot of unfortunate events even the last day of year 2009. So many things have happened during this year. I am not sure whether i am looking forward to year 2010.

I feel so worry and confuse now. I am afraid year 2010 will be worse than year 2009. Too many things have happened this year until today. There are certain things which i can't accept but i have to accept them no matter what.

The happiest moment that i have in year 2009 was i finally graduated. Not only that i get 5 cute furballs accompanying me. In this year, i have met a cute man too.. But, riceball is still the best ! He is not my dream man but he is the man that i love most. Forever and ever !

Riceball has been going through thick and thin with me all these while. Without him, i don't know what i should do. I am a blur and stupid person at times. But he is always there to guide me and giving me advices.

I hope in year 2010, i will be able to have a happy year with him and many more years to come...

Time to countdown

It's time for me to count down again. Don't know what is the result after the time is up. Time passes very fast and it's nearing. I am so scared and worry. I hope God will bless me. I hope i will have good news. I really hope i do. I pray everyday for that and i really hope my wish comes true this time. This is my one and only wish i have now. I really do hope that i can get it this time round. I have waited for too long.

May GOD bless me !!!