Exfoliater: Yubiki Brand

I bought this jar of exfoliator from a japanese shop in the shopping complex. I am not gonna to give thumbs up for this exfoliator because it sucks!.


To me it doesn't exfoliate to remove the dead cells from my skin. Usually, after using the exfoliater like Dr. Jart Peeling gel, my face will free smooth and squeaky clean because it really removes all th dead cells from my skin.

But this jar of exfoliator doesn't work that way. When you rub it on your skin, it seems like there are some dead cells being removed but to me, it's more like the gel is clumping together forming tiny particles which look like dead cells. I do not have the squeaky clean feeling after using it. In fact, the difference is the same before and after using it.

Therefore, i won't repurchase this exfoliator anymore. Must quickly finish using it because it's not cheap. It's around RM30++ per jar. I need to search for another brand.

Chuncaini - Sheep Placenta Fruit Juice Mask

I have just tested this mask this morning and i have already fallen in love with this mask. With the first usage, i can see some difference in my skin. It makes me look fairer and it does control the oil secretion. I used it this morning around 8.30am and until now my face still looks matte.

It also doesn't cause any allergy to my skin because i have sensitive and oily skin. If i used the wrong beauty products, my face will be itchy and reddish. Definitely, there will be pimples after that. :(
But what i do not like about this mask is, it contains too much essence until it drips. I have to squeeze some of the essence out before putting it on my face.

Here is the masks package.



I didn't buy this mask. I got it free from an online seller when i bought ampoules from her. This is her link.

I think it's time for me to stock up some masks at home.

Who Has the Most Medical Cards?

i think i have the most medical cards compare to my siblings. Everywhere i go, i will definitely bring the medical cards with me in case any emergency happens to me when i go out. Of course, i only bring the core medical cards where the hospitals i often go to.

Let's see how many medical cards i have. I actually have more than 7 medical cards from different doctors and different hospitals. Mostly are private hospitals. A lot isn't it? I think i have met most of the doctors.

I think if i add up all the medical fees, i pay for a car's down payment. Isn't it a lot? I don' deny that i have a lot of sickness who not many people know except for my family members. Of course, who wants to let other people know that you have a lot of sickness? I don't want to be called a weaky.

I hope i will be able to stop collecting medical cards soon. I hate to see the doctors though some of them are good looking and manly. But no, i don't want to see them anymore !

Waste Water Treatment

I am kind of curious how the waste water in our country is treated? Does it involve a lot of hazardous chemical or more towards to environmental friendly approach.

As i know, there is a new technology in the market now which is introduced by N-Viro International Corporation. N-Viro technology is using green technology.
It uses lime and/or mineral-rich, combustion byproducts to treat, pasteurize, immobilize the waste water.

Then, it transforms waste products into a beneficial fertilizer or ultimately creating N-Viro Fuel a renewable alternative fuel perfectly synergistic with the coal combustion industry.

The wastewater sludge and other bio-organic wastes which are converted into biomineral agricultural and soil-enrichment products has high market value.


In order to know more about the N-Viro technology, you can click on the above image to read more about it in detail.

I Though I Will.....

be sad. But i am not. I don't feel unhappy or sad or angry anymore. I am not sure why. Maybe I am not close to this friend of mine gua... Maybe a teeny weeny bit of envy. He has gone into another phase of life yet i am still staying put here...

I cried the whole night yesterday. Stupid isn't it? I was so sad. I was totally devastated and depressed. I feel life is so hopeless. I feel nothing works for me. I know my own health condition. With my health condition, i don't know what is ahead of me. I don't know what my future will be. But what he said is right. Life still has to go on. No matter how sad you are, time is still ticking away. It won't stop because of you. Not that i am not moving ahead but maybe much slower than others. Or maybe i have already reached the ending point but i refuse to stop yet. Therefore, i feel that people are moving ahead yet i am still standing aimless here.

No matter what is it, i still need to brace up. Because no one is pitying you. You have to stand up yourself. Other people can only look at you but they can never help you. You have to help yourself. You yourself have to fight till the end.

Life is Full of Dissappointment

It has been some time since i wrote something here. I feel so down again. I feel so depressed again. I don't know who to turn to and who to talk to. I have no one to talk to me. No one understands how i feel now. Not a single consolation works for me. I just feel lost and hopeless. I don't know how to get on with my life now.

Everything doesn't work out like what i want. I am being pushed around until i am totally fed up !. I feel like an idiot now. I have followed all the instructions but nothing seems to work for me. Wait wait wait. This is what he told me. How long do i have to wait. Everything that he said have given me big impact. It's like a knife piercing into your heart. I start to hate him now. He is the biggest jerk in my life !.If only i could give him a tight slap ! He will never understand the pain and grieve i have to go through all these while. he will never understand unless he is in my shoes.

Aloe Vera Gel

I love to use aloe vera gel whenever i have pimples or acnes on my face. Compare to other pimple gels in the market, aloe vera gel is harsh at all to our skin. Though it takes some time to reduce the swollen / inflamation but it is still very effective. Your skin won't be drying too when use aloe vera gel on the face. I love to apply aloe vera gel on my face before i go to bed at night.

As i am sleeping in an air conditioned room, aloe vera gel can prevent dryness on my skin. Another thing, my face is not that oily anymore after getting up in the morning.

I think aloe vera gel can be found in many pharmacies. Or you can even do it yourself provided you have aloe vera plant at home. If you want to buy aloe vera gel, make sure it does not contain any perfume / flavoring.