Where is my things?

I have bought something online nearly 3 weeks ago but until now i have not received it. I have already paid and waited patiently for my parcel but every time i check my letter box i feel disappointed. Nothing in my letter box.

I have written a letter to them requesting them to check for my order and they have already sent the order to me. They say it is still at the custom for clearance. Wow ! it really takes a long time. Hopefully i will be able to receive it latest by this week. Else, i am not going to trust online transaction anymore.

Mission Failed !

I have failed my mission today. Do i feel sad? No. just a bit of dissappointment. But i will try my best again next month. Hopefully nothing will hinder with my mission next month.

I just hope that i pass my VIVA this time round.

Stubborn People

Some people are really stubborn. They just could not accept the fact that they might be wrong in certain things. Though they have a lot of experience for certain areas but it does not mean that they are correct all the time. They are too rigid to receive new ideas and listen to other people's opinion. They always think that they are right no matter what.

This is what I am most afraid of. I am very afraid to deal with these people because they just can't accept new ideas. They want to listen to your ideas but they just can't accept it. Whatever you say are not going to be correct for them. Why is that so? Is it a must to listen to them? If you do not listen to them does it mean that you do not respect them?

In actual fact, they do not want us to voice out our own ideas but they just want us to agree with them. Instead of listening to you, they want to hear " Yes, i agree with what you say. I support your current work/situation. After all you are an expert in this area."

Instead of rejecting new ideas, why not they try to incorporate new ideas with current situation? Isn't it better? Not only you are able to try and expose to new knowledge, you able to improve current situation. Isn't it like killing two birds with one stone?

Too bad, not many people can accept that.

Can't Wait

I really can't wait for the VIVA to over soon. It's torturing for me to keep on waiting. I would rather to end it quickly then waiting for the time to come. Argh... another week to go. It's torturous. It's terrible.

How i wish it could be held tomorrow. This is really killing me. I hate the moment of waiting. It's like waiting to die. I really do not have the confidence of doing well. It's really terrible. Though i have worked hard for it but i am still not satisfied with the end results.

I really hope that i can pass. As long as i can pass. I will be very happy.

VIVA is coming to Town !

Oh Gosh! My VIVA is coming soon. Very soon. In 2 weeks' time i will be in the VIVA room being questioned by so many judges ! This is the most terrrible feeling i have ever felt.

At first, i am looking forward to VIVA because I can graduate at last. But what if i failed my VIVA? What should i do? I am so worry now. I am definitely sure i will be blabbering around and worse still, what if the panel examiners ask me questions and i do not know how to answer. What should i do? This is unbearable. I think by the time i finish the VIVA i will be totally exhausted.

Hopefully i can at least get a grade 2. At least i passed. I am just afraid that i might get grade 3 or even worse grade 4. I feel so cold now. I feel terrible now. I am fainting soon......

I've Got A Mail

I was surprise when i received that email. It was from a long lost friend. We have not seen each other ever since we left the high school. Not only that, we didn't even keep in touch. Though we added each other in the facebook & friendster, but we did not take the initiative to update each other through those sites.

Now both of us are far apart. She is at East and I am at West. It's even harder for us to see each other.

Anyway, I am still glad that she still remembers me. After all, I am easily forgotten by others. :o)

8.00 am SHARP

It's only 8am but i am already in the office. What to do, riceball has to go to meeting. But i don't feel like starting work so early yet. I would rather sit in front of the computer and surf the net first. HEHE...

I think i will just start working when the time is up. Now, i will just surf the net first.... :oÞ