Monday, April 6, 2009

I am bad

I am so sad now. I have lied. I know i shouldn't but i have no choice.

I feel so bad now. How ??

Review: EU

Alas, I have finished watching Hongkong TVB drama: EU ( Emergency Unit ).

Well, the storyline is just so-so only. Typical storyline for most of the policy related stories. A police become an undercover in order to bust a drug factory and catch the gang leader. Unfortunately, he fell in love with the gang leader's daughter. In order to catch the gang leader, he made use of that girl to get near to her dad. Ending? Well, i am sure all of us can guess it. Caught the gang leader and could not be with the girl anymore.

There were a few new young actresses acting in this drama. But too bad, i find their acting are very unnatural especially the one who acted as the policewoman. I can't stand her acting at all. Hopefully she won't be acting anymore in the near future for TVB dramas. To me, her acting has affected the quality of the drama.

I would give 2.5/5 for this drama due to the poor acting skills by some of the artistes in this dramas.

Friday, April 3, 2009

I am a hermit

I have been living like a hermit recently. I have lost touch with the outside world. I stay at home all the time unless i need to go out to work or need to buy some necessities.

I hate gatherings. I don't gather with friends. Well, i do not know what we should talk about. Life? Work? Marriage? Parenting? Family? Therefore, I have lost touch with all my friends. I say all because at this moment i have not contacted anybody.

Not only that, i seldom call home too. Not that i do not miss my family members but i do not know what to talk about. My life is too mundane. Nothing to share.

Everyday is repetitive. Nothing new nor special. Get up in the morning. Get ready to work. After work, go home. have dinner then watch tv and alas time to sleep. This cycle just go round and round everyday. So what can i talk to my parents?

Unless miracle happens to me and i have many good things to share else i don't know what i want to talk about.

So at this moment, i shall live like a hermit until miracle happens to me.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Titleless

Time passes so fast. Now we are already in the 4th month of year 2009.

But until now i have not achieved anything. Most of the people at my age has already gone to the next phase but I am still at the same phase. Sad to say, i did not manage to achieve anything last year.

I really really really hope this year will be different for me. I really hope to go to the next phase. I am have been in the same phase for years. No changes at all. Seeing so many people able to achieve their goals and success really make me jealous.

It seems like happiness is so faraway from me. It has been a long time since i really feel happy.

This is a reason why i do not want to have any contact with anyone at this moment. I hope to bring happy news or good news to the people around me. I don't want to share anymore sadness and complaints with them anymore. I want the people around me to be happy for me and not feeling sorry or sad for me especially my family members and also my close friends.

I feel sorry for riceball too because all these while i have not brought him any happy news. I complaint to him most of the time instead of sharing good news with him. I really feel bad about it.

I really wish that i am able to achieve something in this year. I really wish to go to the next phase.

Another Sad Day

Today is another sad day of my life. I am soo sad now. Full of disappointment again. Why i do not have such luck?

I am totally saddened now. I feel time passes so slow today. I feel extremely sad now. How i wish i can go home now and cry.

I am totally devastated.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Happy April Fool Day

Today is an April Fool Day and i need to go to Penang later. Sigh.. so tiring. Plus i need to work tomorrow. Luckily i no need to get u early tomorrow. Else i definitely faint.

I Hate My Job

Yeah, I do hate my job at times. It has nothing to do with my superior or my colleagues. I hate my job because of those so-called users. Some users are alright but some are terribly hateful. I use the word hateful because they make me do my work redundantly.

I really hate this kind of users. Please, if you have anything to change, please do let us know immediately. Not until you have used it for a few times or a few months only let us know that you are disatisfied with the data and want us to redesign! It's a waste of time. Do they know that how much effort we have to put in in order to complete it on time? Do they know that we have to think deeply before we come out with the output?

It's alright if they do not appreciate our work but please don't take things for granted. We still have other things to do. Now, i have to make big amendment due to their stupid request.

Damn it !