Thursday, April 30, 2009

Pretty Babez' Fashion

Pretty Babez' Fashion is my online store. At this moment we are currently sellling facial masks from Taiwan. But soon, i will be selling other items like accessories.

Anyone who is interested in My Beauty Diary Mask, My Scheming Beauty Mask or even dainty design can come to my online store to buy from me. Free postage for first 10 facial masks. Worth to give the facial masks a try. I have tried a few and i feel that my skin did feel smoother after using it. So just give it a try !

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

My first Business

I have done my first business today. Though not much but i am happy. At least someone buys from me. hihi....

Hopefully, more business to come !!!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Citylink Service

UPDATE: I have gotten my parcel. Hehe... Not bad...

It is already 10 something nearly 11. But why is it my parcel hasn't even reach yet? Isn't it weird? The parcel was sent yesterday from central to north. It suppose to reach in the morning but until now, there isn't any news.

I still remember my dad sent me a parcel last month using the same courier. The parcel was sent from south to north. It was even further but it reached the next day at 10.30am. The distance from south to north is shorter than central to north??

I have to make a call later around 12 plus to check with them the location of my package. I keep refreshing their shipping tracker system but no update at all. Don't tell me my package is still stuck in central? Isshh.....!!!!

I need something to do.

I need to find something to do else i am going to rot in the office today. I feel so bored yesterday that i nearly fainted. Nothing to do at all... At first it's great. Because I can laze around and surf the net but as time goes by, I feel extremely bored when nothing to surf anymore.

Luckily, i only need to work 4 days a week only for this week because this friday is Labour Day. Yippieeee !!!... It's time to rest. It's time to sleep... haha... At least i no need to rot in the office isn't it.

I just wish to have something to do till 5pm. At least time passes faster. I hate sitting in the office nothing to do because it might affect my performance. I want something to do.. Not too many things though. Just enough for me to do till 5pm....

I think i better look for my boss later to ask her for work.

Monday, April 27, 2009

Worrying...

Yes, i am feeling worried now. I have taken some stocks from a supplier to be sold online. But not sure whether the supplier will cheat my money or not. Though the amount isn't very big but it's still my hard earned money. I have already msn her but no reply from her so far. Not sure whether she is busy working now or she has problem sending message to me. I think i need to message her hp again later around 12pm.

If i am being cheated this time, I won't trust online suppliers anymore. The stocks altogether cost me around RM300++ plus shipping. Hopefully she doesn't lie to me. Else i am going to curse her...

I am bored again today. Boss is not here and i have nothing to do. Not only that, my msn cannot be used again. What the heck????? Why does this keep happening to me? luckily i can still use the web messenger. I think i am going to rotten very soon...

Just pray that the supplier will message me later. Else i am going to kill her. I am going to publish her name and also her account no if i don't receive any news from her within 3 days

Review: Rice wash-off mask

Rice wash-off mask is one of the best selling mask in Skin Food. It is not only a wash-off mask but you can use it as an exfoliater because it has tiny rice granules in it. After putting on the mask for many 5-10 minutes, before washing off, you can gently massage the mask on your face to exfoliate your skin. It can help to remove dead cell on your face. The granules are very tiny that it won't be too harsh on your face. After washing it off, you can feel that your face is smooth and supple. You will even look a bit fairer.

But the price for this wash-off mask is not cheap. If i am not mistaken, it's around RM40++.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

PDF Converter

I have found a good pdf converter online. You do not need to install any software in your computer in order to use it.

You have the option of becoming their members with minimum amount of USD 9 per month with instant per month. With the membership, you can even install their pdf converter software to your desktop.

But if you are not keen to becoming their member, you can use their converter online but you can only convert a document for every half an hour. To me it's good enough. You can still convert your document again after half an hour.

After using it for a few times, i am really satisfied with their service.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Where are your manners?

There are many rude people in my company. I don't know why they are so rude. Whenever they come to my department and look for someone, they never say "Excuse me" or "sorry to disturb you a while". Instead they will straightaway ask you. "Where is XX?" or "XXX is here today?" in a very rude tone.

Of course, to these people, i will usually tell them "I don't know". Whatever they ask, i will just say i don't know. Why? Because they are rude to me therefore i am rude to them.

Not only that, whenever they bang into you, they will not apologize. Is this a culture in this company or these people have attitude problem? Can't they just open their mouth and say "sorry" ? Is it really that difficult? They will just say "Ouch" or "oops".

Hey I was the one being banged into. I should be the one saying "ouch". After that, they just act as though nothing has happened. What the hell is wrong with them? Where are their manners? None? Not that they are bunch of non-educated people but some of them have even higher position than me.

One word to describe them "RUDE"

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Coins & Public Phones

After today's incident (not bringing hp to work), I realized the importance of coins and public phones. No matter where you go or no matter where you are, always keep some coins with you. Of course the coins must be the same currency of your location.

Even if your hp low battery or spoilt or lost, you can still make an emergency call provided there are public phones. I am really very angry when i see vandalised public phones by the road. Do these stupid people know that the importance of public phone? If these people were caught for vandalism, they should be put into jail for years because summon or warning have no impact on them.

So whenever go out, make sure keep some coins with you. It really comes into handy when your hp is not with you. I have seen some people trying to borrow hp from strangers even though there are public phones around because they do not have coins. Not everyone will borrow hp to you unless you have met an "angel". Count yourself lucky then.

Forgotten my HP

I have forgotten to bring my hp to work today. So angry. So inconvenient. I can't make any calls without my hp. I can't use my office's phone because i am only allow to make internal calls and the problem is no one can call to my office's phone too. Stupid idea !.

Now if i need to make any call, i have to go to public phone to make a call. Damn it !. What's more, i can't even call riceball. I hate that feeling. I hate the feeling of hp-less... ( sob sob ). I hope time passes faster today so that i can go home.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I am bored

I am very bored now. I should have brought my thesis over to make changes. Isshhh... Ya, my viva has over. Phew... luckily everything ended well. Now, i just need to make corrections and submit again. Must submit it fast else i can't graduate.
Why didn't i bring my thesis over to work today. I should have done so, so that i can do the correction instead of wasting my time here sitting in the office with nothing to do. shit !. what a waste of time.
I am so bored now. Hopefully got something for me to do. I must bring my thesis over tomorrow.
It's even worse that i can't even online to msn now. What a waste. I feel so unsafe not able to go to hotmail because at times i have important mails there. sob sob...
Let see what should i do now? I think i will just gather some info for my thesis for correction purpose. sigh....

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Package arrived !

Yes ! At last, i got my things which i bought online. I have wasted for nearly a month and at last it's here today.

SO happy !!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Counting Down

My d-day is nearing. 3 more days to go. Maybe i am more of a pessimistic person. I am always prepare for the worse. Why? so that i won't be disappointed by the results. I am always an unlucky person. The more i wish for the more i won't get it. Maybe lady luck is never by my side.

So prepare for the worse is the best. Whatever the outcome is, i will just take it.

So just wish me luck ok.

Friday, April 17, 2009

It's Nearing

4 more days to go and my d-day is here. I am scared. Real scared that. I have been thinking what type of questions they will ask which has made me can't have a proper sleep.

I just want it to over as soon as possible. It's a torture. A real torture. I would say it's mental torture. My mind keep repeating the same scenario. What type of question the examiners might ask. What if the examiners laugh at my work. what if the examiners do not understand what i am trying to present. what if and so many what ifs. I am getting dizzy with all the what ifs questions. This is terrible.

Today is friday. Instead of resting and enjoying my day. I am going to sit in front of the laptop and read papers and re read the codes which have been written and prepare for the presentation. I have not even try to have a mock presentation for my work. This is terrible. Horrible !. I Think i better start tonight. Else, it will be too late.

I hope my prayer will be answered. I hope i can pass. I don't need flying colors. I just need a pass.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Thank you very much!

I am very grateful to those who have helped me so much. Without their help, i don't think i can do it on my own.

Though i do not know the outcome yet, but i still owe them million of thanks.

Hopefully everything goes well next week.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Time passes so slow

Time seems to be passing very slow. I have been waiting for next week for days. Ever since the confirmation of my ViVA, i have been feeling very uneasy. I can't sleep properly nor eat properly. I told myself not to be too anxious. It will be ended very soon but I just can't control it. I have read through my thesis and i feel that it is not good at all. I am very afraid that i will fail.

I have found a lot of weaknesses in my thesis. I am not sure will it affect my results. I am not sure whether the examiners understand what i am trying to present in my thesis.

During my candidature, I have not published any papers which related to my topic. Not only that, I have not even given a presentation on my work at all. I have only discussed with my supervisor and also one or two researchers. I feel so inadueqate now. I feel that i have not done my best.

Many things happened during my candidature. I felt so lost at the moment. I just wanted to quickly finish my studies because i also have other missions to achieve. Too bad, after submitting my work, i have not accomplished any mission at all.

Hopefully, my work will not receive too much critics from the examiners. I hope they will try to help me instead of fail me. Being alone in a room with so many eyes set on me makes me chill..

Monday, April 13, 2009

Where is my things?

I have bought something online nearly 3 weeks ago but until now i have not received it. I have already paid and waited patiently for my parcel but every time i check my letter box i feel disappointed. Nothing in my letter box.

I have written a letter to them requesting them to check for my order and they have already sent the order to me. They say it is still at the custom for clearance. Wow ! it really takes a long time. Hopefully i will be able to receive it latest by this week. Else, i am not going to trust online transaction anymore.

Mission Failed !

I have failed my mission today. Do i feel sad? No. just a bit of dissappointment. But i will try my best again next month. Hopefully nothing will hinder with my mission next month.

I just hope that i pass my VIVA this time round.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Stubborn People

Some people are really stubborn. They just could not accept the fact that they might be wrong in certain things. Though they have a lot of experience for certain areas but it does not mean that they are correct all the time. They are too rigid to receive new ideas and listen to other people's opinion. They always think that they are right no matter what.

This is what I am most afraid of. I am very afraid to deal with these people because they just can't accept new ideas. They want to listen to your ideas but they just can't accept it. Whatever you say are not going to be correct for them. Why is that so? Is it a must to listen to them? If you do not listen to them does it mean that you do not respect them?

In actual fact, they do not want us to voice out our own ideas but they just want us to agree with them. Instead of listening to you, they want to hear " Yes, i agree with what you say. I support your current work/situation. After all you are an expert in this area."

Instead of rejecting new ideas, why not they try to incorporate new ideas with current situation? Isn't it better? Not only you are able to try and expose to new knowledge, you able to improve current situation. Isn't it like killing two birds with one stone?

Too bad, not many people can accept that.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Can't Wait

I really can't wait for the VIVA to over soon. It's torturing for me to keep on waiting. I would rather to end it quickly then waiting for the time to come. Argh... another week to go. It's torturous. It's terrible.

How i wish it could be held tomorrow. This is really killing me. I hate the moment of waiting. It's like waiting to die. I really do not have the confidence of doing well. It's really terrible. Though i have worked hard for it but i am still not satisfied with the end results.

I really hope that i can pass. As long as i can pass. I will be very happy.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

VIVA is coming to Town !

Oh Gosh! My VIVA is coming soon. Very soon. In 2 weeks' time i will be in the VIVA room being questioned by so many judges ! This is the most terrrible feeling i have ever felt.

At first, i am looking forward to VIVA because I can graduate at last. But what if i failed my VIVA? What should i do? I am so worry now. I am definitely sure i will be blabbering around and worse still, what if the panel examiners ask me questions and i do not know how to answer. What should i do? This is unbearable. I think by the time i finish the VIVA i will be totally exhausted.

Hopefully i can at least get a grade 2. At least i passed. I am just afraid that i might get grade 3 or even worse grade 4. I feel so cold now. I feel terrible now. I am fainting soon......

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I've Got A Mail

I was surprise when i received that email. It was from a long lost friend. We have not seen each other ever since we left the high school. Not only that, we didn't even keep in touch. Though we added each other in the facebook & friendster, but we did not take the initiative to update each other through those sites.

Now both of us are far apart. She is at East and I am at West. It's even harder for us to see each other.

Anyway, I am still glad that she still remembers me. After all, I am easily forgotten by others. :o)

8.00 am SHARP

It's only 8am but i am already in the office. What to do, riceball has to go to meeting. But i don't feel like starting work so early yet. I would rather sit in front of the computer and surf the net first. HEHE...

I think i will just start working when the time is up. Now, i will just surf the net first.... :oÞ

Monday, April 6, 2009

I am bad

I am so sad now. I have lied. I know i shouldn't but i have no choice.

I feel so bad now. How ??

Review: EU

Alas, I have finished watching Hongkong TVB drama: EU ( Emergency Unit ).

Well, the storyline is just so-so only. Typical storyline for most of the policy related stories. A police become an undercover in order to bust a drug factory and catch the gang leader. Unfortunately, he fell in love with the gang leader's daughter. In order to catch the gang leader, he made use of that girl to get near to her dad. Ending? Well, i am sure all of us can guess it. Caught the gang leader and could not be with the girl anymore.

There were a few new young actresses acting in this drama. But too bad, i find their acting are very unnatural especially the one who acted as the policewoman. I can't stand her acting at all. Hopefully she won't be acting anymore in the near future for TVB dramas. To me, her acting has affected the quality of the drama.

I would give 2.5/5 for this drama due to the poor acting skills by some of the artistes in this dramas.

Friday, April 3, 2009

I am a hermit

I have been living like a hermit recently. I have lost touch with the outside world. I stay at home all the time unless i need to go out to work or need to buy some necessities.

I hate gatherings. I don't gather with friends. Well, i do not know what we should talk about. Life? Work? Marriage? Parenting? Family? Therefore, I have lost touch with all my friends. I say all because at this moment i have not contacted anybody.

Not only that, i seldom call home too. Not that i do not miss my family members but i do not know what to talk about. My life is too mundane. Nothing to share.

Everyday is repetitive. Nothing new nor special. Get up in the morning. Get ready to work. After work, go home. have dinner then watch tv and alas time to sleep. This cycle just go round and round everyday. So what can i talk to my parents?

Unless miracle happens to me and i have many good things to share else i don't know what i want to talk about.

So at this moment, i shall live like a hermit until miracle happens to me.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Titleless

Time passes so fast. Now we are already in the 4th month of year 2009.

But until now i have not achieved anything. Most of the people at my age has already gone to the next phase but I am still at the same phase. Sad to say, i did not manage to achieve anything last year.

I really really really hope this year will be different for me. I really hope to go to the next phase. I am have been in the same phase for years. No changes at all. Seeing so many people able to achieve their goals and success really make me jealous.

It seems like happiness is so faraway from me. It has been a long time since i really feel happy.

This is a reason why i do not want to have any contact with anyone at this moment. I hope to bring happy news or good news to the people around me. I don't want to share anymore sadness and complaints with them anymore. I want the people around me to be happy for me and not feeling sorry or sad for me especially my family members and also my close friends.

I feel sorry for riceball too because all these while i have not brought him any happy news. I complaint to him most of the time instead of sharing good news with him. I really feel bad about it.

I really wish that i am able to achieve something in this year. I really wish to go to the next phase.

Another Sad Day

Today is another sad day of my life. I am soo sad now. Full of disappointment again. Why i do not have such luck?

I am totally saddened now. I feel time passes so slow today. I feel extremely sad now. How i wish i can go home now and cry.

I am totally devastated.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Happy April Fool Day

Today is an April Fool Day and i need to go to Penang later. Sigh.. so tiring. Plus i need to work tomorrow. Luckily i no need to get u early tomorrow. Else i definitely faint.

I Hate My Job

Yeah, I do hate my job at times. It has nothing to do with my superior or my colleagues. I hate my job because of those so-called users. Some users are alright but some are terribly hateful. I use the word hateful because they make me do my work redundantly.

I really hate this kind of users. Please, if you have anything to change, please do let us know immediately. Not until you have used it for a few times or a few months only let us know that you are disatisfied with the data and want us to redesign! It's a waste of time. Do they know that how much effort we have to put in in order to complete it on time? Do they know that we have to think deeply before we come out with the output?

It's alright if they do not appreciate our work but please don't take things for granted. We still have other things to do. Now, i have to make big amendment due to their stupid request.

Damn it !