Importance Of A Camera

Now i know the importance of bringing a camera around when you go out. Whenever anything happened, you can just snap a photo as an evidence. I regret for not bringing camera around. Sigh......

I should not save on camera handphone. At least anything important you can straightaway snap a photo. Today's incident is the best example. If i have brought a camera, i could have taken the photos of that idiotic fella.

His car no plate is PHH 9612 driving black colored satria neo working in RENESAS KEDAH. He gave me the phone no but he never pick up no matter how many times i called him and smsed him. I think he is dead in his office ! Tooo coward to show up. I should put a big notice in front of his office. Damn it !.

From this incident onwards, i will always bring a camera around when i go out during weekend. And maybe i will save some money to buy a camera handphone.

Black Friday ( 27/2/2009)

UPDATE: That drive has already compensated us. But it still bring inconvenience for us because we only have a car to work and if we bring it to the mechanic, how do we go to work? Troublesome....

Today not suppose to be a black friday because it's not friday the 13th but who cares about that. I am terribly down and angry today. I got into an accident. My car is already freaking ugly with all the stratches and bums and now it got bang again at the buttock. What the hell men !.

That drive is extremely stupid ! Or i should say deaf !. Riceball and I have already tried our best to avoid you by honking trying to go to the other land but you still come out and bang us. He purposely did it one is it? I hate NEO SATRIA NOW !. Stupid CAR !. He thinks his car very 'yeng' so he can drive how he likes is it? Does he know what is called dangerous?

And now we are lost. We do not know what else to do. Not sure whether the phone no which he gave us is correct one or not. Never even try. We are in trauma now. I totally have no mood to work now. Why are we so unlucky. Friday suppose to be a happy day because it's the last day of the working day for each week. It's time to relax and now we are suffering due to the car bang.

Plus, we have so many things to do tomorrow. How can we have no car?

I am too angry for words now!!!

The Food of My Life, EGGS

I am salivating while writing this. The food of my life, eggs.

A photo of the food of my life, EGGS .

It can be fried on its own without adding any flavoring or even cook it with other food.

It can be cooked in many different ways like scramble egg, omelette, hard-boiled eggs, half-boiled eggs or sunny-side eggs.

Or you can even try adding the raw egg into a cup of hot milo and milk and it is absolutely delicious !

And not to forget scramble eggs + ham/bacon + bread is a perfect match for breakfast. Yummy !

Nasi lemak with hard-boiled egg is match made in heaven.

Maggi mee /Fried mee / mee hoon / koay teow tastes even better with a sunny side egg.

I can say life is meaningless without eggs. ( I am serious ! ). Eggs have colored my life.

Skincare Review: Peach Sake Serum.

One of the products which i love most from skin food is peach sake serum. I love it bcause it can turn me from an oil barrel to normal skin texture. At least after washing my face and put on the serum, my face won't be oily anymore.

Without the serum, after washing my face, 1 hour later my face will be shiny and oily as though i have put my face into an oil pot.

In order to prove that peach sake serum is a good oil control product, i tried to walk in open air area for one whole hour. Guess what? Even though i am sweaty, but my face remain oil free except for my nose. I HATE MY OILY NOSE !.

Result, it does control the production of oil from my face for a long period of time regardless of where I am. So i am no more an oil barrel. hehe...

Unfortunately, this is just a temporary effect. It doesn't seem to improve my skin texture. If I do not put on the serum, i am turning into an oily meatball again.

WHEN is my VIVA ??

I submitted my thesis last year december but until now there is no news about my viva. Everyday i will click on the university's website to check on my viva status but it seems like there is no update at all..

How long do i need to wait? I really doubt the university efficiency. Do i need to wait that long for my viva? I called them but they ask me to check again next week. It seems like i can't graduate on time this time. What a waste.

I rushed for my thesis last year in order for me to graduate this year but i think my mission failed.

TVB Drama: The Gem Of Life

One of the TVB big production. It just ended last two weeks. Though is a big production but to me the story line is just so-so only. I felt a bit letdown after watching this drama.

82 episodes is a bit too long for me. I think it can be reduced till 40 episodes. Some of the scenes are quite boring. Maybe because they talk too much and too little action.

Not only that, i don't really like the ending. It ended to abruptly as though they are rushing to finish off the drama. It takes them 81 episodes to plot against each other but it takes only 1 episodes ( = 40 minutes ) to forgive on another.

But i did cry a few times while watching this drama. That was towards the end when their mother found out that she got Alzheimers.

Overall, I will rate this drama 3/5.

Mama, I MISS U

I know she won't be reading this because she does not know to surf the net. This post is dedicated to her.

Dear Mama,

I miss you a lot. It has been some time since i saw you. I have been staying in other states since 6 years ago. You are at south and i am at north. How i wish i could hug you now.

I miss the days when you touched my head. I miss the days when i slept in the same room as you. I miss the days when you console me when i was depressed. We have so many things to talk about last time.

Both of us like to watch singapore dramas a lot and we would discuss about them. Until now, i still love to watch. Whenever i watch a singapore drama, i will think about you. How i wish you could be here with me to discuss the story lines.

But now, due to the distance, we have grown quite apart. I seldom call not because i do not want to talk to you but i do not how to express myself on the phone. Plus, i do not want to make you worry. I know you will be worry about me when you heard that i am unhappy or sad. I do not know how to hide my feelings. The moment i hear your voice, i feel like pouring out my sadness to you.

But at times you did not understand how i felt and we started to have an argument on the phone. In order not to make you feel sad or worry, i decided not to call you. Even if i call, the conversation will be very short. I know you have many things to talk to me and have many things to ask me.

I could not answer some of your questions because i do not want to make you worry. It will only make you feel sad and worry. As your daughter, i should not worry you with my problems. Please, let me solve them myself.

Sorry for being such a bad daughter.

Mama, no one can ever take your place in my heart. You are always the greatest.

Mama, I love you !

Bak Foong Pills.

I feel so tired now. I miss my morning coffee. Sigh... How am i suppose to survive in the office today?

I just consumed Eu Yan Shang bak foong pills this morning with an empty stomachache. One word to describe: HORRIBLE. The medicinal taste is too strong... It still linger in my mouth now even though i have drunk a lot of water... There are so many tiny black beans in one bottle and you have to take a bottle per time. YUCKS !!!....

No choice. Mum said i must have it for health sake. It's good for women. Not too sure about it though because i just have it for the first time this morning.

I miss my coffee now.

I Hate Streamyx

I hate streamyx broadband. I have paid RM66 per month yet the connection which i get isn't worth RM66 that much. Whenever i start my router, it takes at least 5 minutes for me to connect. Then it takes years for me to load a page. Can you imagine if i open a few sites at a same time. It's really a waste of time sitting there waiting for the page to load. Not only that, sometimes you need to refresh the page for a few times before the page finally load. It's really frustrating.

Even i load the Streamyx site is also slow. What the Heck ?!

Not only that, my connection is easily disconnected. Argh ! I already taken a few minutes to start my router and not even half an hour later, the connection is disconnected. I need to restart and wait for another 5 minutes. It's damn frustrating !.

After wasting an hour in front of the computer refreshing and loading the pages and restarting my router, i decided to give up.

I pay RM66 per month but i use less than an hour a day.

Don't Stand In My Way !

What i hate most whether in working area or public area is a bunch of people stand in my way. I don't understand why do they need to stand at the area where there are many people walking by like walkway, escalator area, doorway or even around the toilet area. If these bunch of people really need to talk, please look for a more suitable place to talk or hold your discussion. Isn't it more conducive?

Some are sensitive enough. They will immediately move to other area when they realised that they have block other people's way. But some are so dumb that even you say excuse me they also won't budge. Until you have to say loudly " EXCUUUUUUUUSE !" or even pat one of the members' shoulder. Some will apologize. Some will glare at you as though you have offended them. Apalah ! You block my way yet you dare to glare at me. So rude !.

This happened to me yesterday in the office. A bunch of staffs talking in the toilet. The toilet is already very small and very squeezy. Yet, they can stand in the toilet at the walkway talking. I was about to pee in my pants yet you block my way !. URGH !... Toilet is the smelliest place of all and yet they choose to talk in there. Don't tell me they like to inhale the smell of the ammonia made by urine and the smell of the faeces? YUCKS !. Maybe to some people are aromatic. Who knows ?.

So, Please don't stand in my way !.

Forgive and Forget

How many of us can really forgive and forget? I admit that I can't do so. Especially the person who has hurt me is my close friend or my family. I can forgive but i can never forget. Why? The pain has already inflicted to me. His/She is your closest friend or your family member who you thought will always protect you but instead she/he hurts you. How are you able to forget ?


The pain will always be there no matter how hard i try to forget it. Unless you knock my head very hard till i lost my memory else forget it. I will never forget.


It's just like a scar. Though a wound has healed, but due to the seriousness of the wound, the mark remains there.


As a result, the closeness is not there anymore. Everything is not the same anymore. I would start to doubt that person. When she/he will hurt me again. He/she has lost his/her place in my heart forever. Yes, i can still joke and laugh around with you but the barrier is always there. I can't treat you as well as last time. Sometimes, i might even give u cold treatment or throw tantrum at you because i can't totally ignore the pain.


Do not hurt a person no matter who the person is because once you have hurt the person, the relationship will never be the same again. You can apologize for million times but the scar is forever in his/her heart.


I have hurt and i have been hurt. To me, time can never heal a wound. Time can only turn a wound into a scar.

I have no veins ??!!??

I am always fear of taking blood. Not because I am afraid of the needle poking me. Unlike others, my veins are extremely shy. They like to hide themselves deeply under my flesh.

So, the nurse who takes my blood always have problem poking me unless she/he is an expert. The not so expert nurse will hit the part where they want to take the blood and it poke or press it after that as though i am a piece of meat. Ya, i admit i am similar to a meatball but that does not mean i don't feel the pain. duh !...

After all the beating and poking, alas She/he found the veins ( As though he/she had found it but in actual fact no ! ). She/he would smile to themselves for the effort She/he put in has finally paid off. She/He took the needle and poke it to the reddish part of my flesh due to torture but no blood oozing out. She/he did not give up. She/he refused to withdraw the needles. She/he continued to look for my vein by moving the needle around in my flesh !. Yes ! You did not read wrongly. She/he really did that.

She/he hoped that by doing so they can miraculously or should i say accidentally poke into my vein and draw out the blood. She/He even have the face to ask me "Is it painful?". Didn't you hear me say OUCH !?!?!... Do i need to say more ?!?!.

In the end, she/he gave up. Withdraw the needle to show that he/she has surrendered. He/she had lost the battle. Some will curtly reply "Miss, you have no veins.". Hey how can i have no veins?!!!??...

Luckily, there is always an expert in the lab that can draw my blood effortlessly. This expert will only appear after i have gone through all the gruesome torture.

Sigh.... even though it's nice to have veins hide deeply under your flesh, but i really want to see those greenish veins just under my skin.

Chatter Box Award Goes To...

Mr. X !. Yes, He is none other than my colleague.

I really salute him because he can non-stop. I really mean non-stop unless no one is talking to him. He can talk to anyone on any topics. The moment someone walks into our department, he will definitely strike a conversation with him/her regardless of age and race. He will not let anyone off without talking to him first.

How did he do that? I am really wondering. He can talk for hours until the person who is talking to him decided to end the conversation. I think because he/she is too thirsty to go on. So it's better to surrender now or never. No one can ever beat him in talking. Not even a lawyer.

I still remember the was a time when the colleagues in my department were on leave for a week including me. He was the only one in the office. The moment i reached my department the following week, he said, "It was a terrible week for me because none of you was in the office. I have no one to talk to." I was a bit stunned. I don't know how to answer him. The only answer i gave him was " Oh, really ? "

Isn't it good to be alone in the office?. No one is here to disturb you. You can quickly finish your work and go home on time. Doesn't he has anything to do?

If one day, he were the only human living in this earth, I think he would start talking to the animals. It's time for him to learn animal language. HAHAHA.... !!!

Meetings....

What i dreaded most while working is meetings. I don't understand why some of the companies like to have meeting very frequently. Some daily, some weekly and some monthly. Some of them even can have up to 4 - 5 meetings per day like meeting marathon. Are those meetings necessary? Can we really come out with better solutions or conclusions after the meetings? I don't think so.

To me, meetings are just a waste of time. Unless you have nothing to do in the office and have a lot of time to spare then it's alright. You can sit in the meeting room from morning till afternoon. What about those that have a lot of things to do in the office ? It's really frustrating while you are struggling to complete your work, suddenly your boss or your superior call you and said "It's time for meeting." Arghhh.... !!

Some meetings can drag for hours until you feel like you are attending a seminar. Firstly, meetings do not follow the agenda. Secondly, the chairperson does not talk straight to the point. Then, worst, out of topic. Instead of talking about issue A, he/she talks about other thing that does not relate at all or not in the agenda. Next, there are arguments between attendees due to different point of view and the chairperson does not know how to control them. He/she just sit there and listen to their debates. Hey! come on, we are not attending a debate competition. Do something about it !. In the end, no solution is found and time is wasted. Everyone just walk out from the meeting room. "Phew, alas the meeting is over. We can continue with our work". By the time the meeting is over, it's time to go home.

I know many of us who attend the meeting are mostly passive attendees. I, myself is one of them. Most of the time, the passive attendees just sit in the meeting room looking around, fidgeting at our own sit or some of us even quietly take out our phone and start sms-ing under the meeting table. Some who brought their laptop along will start surfing the net and make some typing sound to show that they are listening attentively while jotting down the important points but the actual fact they are reading some mails and msn-ing...

What i can say here is, do not make it a compulsory for all the staff to attend the meeting unless they are actively involved in it. Else, their time are wasted. With all the workload waiting for them to finish, do you think they are able to finish it on time without working extra hours to cover up the time they have lost in the meetings.

I still remember i attended a very stupid in a company. The boss asked all the staff in that particular department to attend a emergency meeting without any agenda for some so-called critical issues. He kept talking about our problems for hours and start pointing fingers at some of us for not able to solve them. Most of us just sat there listening to his lecture. In the end, did we get the solution we want? Nah... absolutely not. We wasted 2 hours in the meeting room looking at one another and idling around. If we made use of the 2 hours instead of listening to his crap, we might have already come up with some solutions.

If meeting is really necessary. Please come out with an agenda and follow it closely. Stick to the time frame given. Then, everything will be all well ends well.

Feng Shui

Have you ever come across in this situation where everyone is doing well whether in business, career and family but you are the only odd one who face all kinds of problem whether in your career or in your family.

Whenever this happen to me, the first thing that come into my mind is fengshui. I would start thinking is it something wrong with the fengshui of my house that cause the bad luck. So i would start surfing the net looking for answer and even come to the extend look for fengshui master.

Ok, then i start rearrange the furniture in my house according to the instruction given by the fengshui master. Buy some auspiscious ornaments and put around the house hoping that good luck will come to your way.

So what is the result after all the arrangement and adding a few ornaments at home? Still the same. I am still stuck and lost. No any better nor any worse.

So conclusion, should i still believe in fengshui. I am not sure too. Maybe because i have too much bad energy or negative energy in me that not even fengshui can help me. :(..

So in the end, i just let it be.... -_- . Maybe i should just buy a new house and try my luck again.

Black Monday

Today is a black monday for me. Not because i need to work but because of disappointment. There will always be a day where i will be come very sad and moody and desperate...

Sorry... i am not going to reveal what i am feeling sad about. If i talk about it, it's more like rubbing salt to my own wounds... Well, i think i will keep it to myself...

Who knows, when i talk about it, i might cry............. ( sob . sob. ).

Till then...

Happy Valentine's Day

Tomorrow is 14th Feb. It's Valentine's Day !

I just want to wish everyone Happy Valentine's Day.

May we have a wonderful and memorable Valentine's day with our loved ones.

I hate bugs

I hate crawling bugs. I hate flying bugs.

I hate fixing "bugs".

One word: I HATE BUGS !!!... ARGHHHHHH........

My First Post

This is my first post.

I just want to say "Hi" to everyone.

Hopefully, i can write more soon.