Sad & Miserable

I feel sad and miserable today. Everyone has their own happiness why it's so hard for me to find my own happiness? I have tried to remain calm and try to forget but i just couldn't let go. It's hard to let go. It's hard to act as though nothing has ever happened. It's hard to put a smile in front but it's terribly hurt inside.

I have tried many ways to make myself happy but i just couldn't smile at all. I become bad-tempered. Unhappy. Hard to get along with. I don't want to talk nor face anyone at all. I just want to be alone. All alone without any accompaniment.