Friday, May 29, 2009

Beauty Diary Masks

I am sure many of us have heard before of Beauty Diary Masks. This mask is originated from Taiwan. Many ladies are crazy about this mask now due to the cheap price.

But does this mask really that cheap or the sellers of this mask do not know how to control the price and purposely sell the masks cheaply? During the early phase, the masks were sold at the price of RM5 per piece. Then many people start to buy the masks from Taiwan in bulk and sell to the people here. As there are too many sellers and everyone wants to sell off their masks. They start to reduce the price to as low as RM2.60 per piece !.

What do they earn in the end? What the point of selling the facial masks when you are not even earning at all? How much can earn with this kind of price? Are the sellers telling me that they get the masks at the price of Rm.0.50 per piece? What about the shipping fees from Taiwan to Malaysia? Free? Don't tell me its duty free too. The sellers are taking in bulk. How can they be not taxed by the custom? Even if the sellers go to Taiwan themselves to get the masks what about the flight ticket? Sponsored by MAS and Airasia? I am really doubtful about their selling skills.

How do they calculate their earning? Sometimes i feel very doubtful about their stock? Are they really genuine? How do they sell at this low price? Even if people are buying from you in bulk, let's say 1000 pieces, the price shouldn't go as low as RM2.55 per piece. This is ridiculous.

If you do not believe, go to forum.lowyat.net-garage sales-stuff for ladies. Many people are selling the masks. They sell the masks as low as RM2.60 per piece. If you state the price at RM3.00, then they will not buy from you.

You don't believe. Try out yourself. Because i have done that. I am selling at the price of RM5.00 per piece before which include postage but no one wanted to get from me. But when i sell at the price of RM2.50, so many people ask me about it.

Have the sellers thought about the consequences? I don't think they do. They have degraded the quality of the masks. As a consumer myself, i start to doubtful the effectiveness of the masks. It seems like their base price is as low as RM0.10 per piece until that they can sell at this ridiculous cheap price.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Dream comes true

I always have sweet dreams. But i never know when will my dreams come true. Right after i wake up? Few days after that? Few weeks after that? Or the dreams will never come true? I always love sweet dreams. They seem so real. These dreams make me don't want to wake up at all.

I always hope that some of the dreams will come true. There is an old saying : "if you think too much in the day you will definitely dream about it at night". is it true? is it because i think too much about it until i also dream about it at night?

I always yearn that this particular dream will come true because i have been wanting it for years. I always think about it. Why can't i have it yet others can have? I have never given up before. I always pray to GOD wishing that my dream really come true one day. But as time goes by, I become afraid. I am afraid that i am only wistful thinking.

I hope one day i will be able to write here that my sweetest and yearn most dream has come true !

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Selfish pigs !!

My company have a lot of selfish pigs especially in my department. Though there are not many people in my department but they are very selfish. I am sitting nearest to the aircon but everytime when they feel hot they will turn the aircon at full blast !. They have never thought that i am sitting so near to the aircon. Be more considerate lah. If they feel cold, they will automatically turn it down. Isn't it selfish?

Do not ask me to talk to them. They just like to say that they feel hot. They feel warm. They feel suffocated. What about me? I am also a human. I have the right to voice out my problem too right?

At times i even have the thought of resigning but i can't do so because i need money. I have so many bills to pay per month. Even riceball and i are working also not enough.

This kind of working condition has made me hate my job. Hate the environment and even hate the people. How to i be friendly when i am working with these kind of people?

Right now, i am not feeling well due to the full blast of the aircon. I have minor sore throat now. Shit !. Hateful !. I even have some cough. I hope it doesn't affect my body at this moment. I must be pink of health at this moment.

Time to countdown

It's time for me to count down again. Don't know what is the result after the time is up. Time passes very fast and it's nearing. I am so scared and worry. I hope God will bless me. I hope i will have good news. I really hope i do. I pray everyday for that and i really hope my wish comes true this time. This is my one and only wish i have now. I really do hope that i can get it this time round. I have waited for too long.

May GOD bless me !!!

Monday, May 25, 2009

It's end of the world

It's going to be end of the world for me soon. I feel sleepy and tired all the time. I feel so demotivated. I don't feel like working at all. I have been like that since early of this month. What is wrong with me? Am i dying soon. I can't fully concentrate in my work. I feel so distracted. My brain isn't functioning at all. Something is very wrong with me. I knew it. I was not like that last time. I can concentrate in my work but now no more. I feel that time passes too slow. I just want to go home and sleep. I just want to go home and do nothing at all. What the hell is wrong with me?

I can't go on having this kind of feeling. I can't be so listless all the time. If this goes one for few more weeks i think i better of dead. at least i won't feel so worthless.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

What's wrong with me???

I am getting blurer each day. Even a simple calculation can be calculated wrongly. What the hell men... How can i run a business with a blur mind? I feel so stupid. I feel like an idiot now. :(......

I must perk up before causing more trouble ....

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Fruity Scent

I have a sensitive nose towards scents especially perfume. Whenever a person who put on perfume especially the perfume with strong scent comes near me, i would definitely sneeze. Not only sneeze once but continuously which sometimes can cause me to have flu.

I don't call these scents perfume but more like pesticides. I am definitely sure the perfumes which make me sneeze are not branded perfumes but cheapskate perfumes sold in supermarket. The smell is so strong which make me want to run as far as possible from these wearers.

But there is one particular scent which i like best and i really hope it can be found in most of the perfumes which is fruity scent. I like fruity flavour perfume because the smell is not too overpowering and it is sweet smelling. It makes me want to go near to that person and have a sniff.. hahahahha...

There is one particular perfume that i like most at this moment which is DKNY Be Delicious. I really love the smell of the green apple combine with flowers. The smell is really refreshing and not too overpowering. This is what i call perfume. It makes you want to get near to that person. hihihi... Not only does the smell is fragrant, the shape of the bottle is very cute too. An apple shape.

If anyone wants to buy me a bottle of perfume, remember to buy me DKNY Be Delicious.. :Þ

Other than DKNY Be Delicious perfume, I would also like to give Jessica Mcclinktock perfume a try. With its delicate white floral blend of bergamot, ylang-ylang, rose, white jasmine, and lily, I am definitely sure i will fall in love with this perfume too.

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Infatuation....

I still remember when i was young, i couldn't differentiate between infatuation and love. I used to like a lot of male artistes. hahaha... Funny isn't it? I would day dream about them all the time. I would hope that i am able to meet them and they would like me and date me.. hahahaha....

There was a time i like a doctor. He is an old doctor. But to me he is very serious,clever and at the same time he is a gentleman too.. hahaah...I would wish that i can be sick more often so that i can see him more often. Isn't it silly? Imagine cursing myself falling sick more often. Touchwood !! Now, i wish that i never have to see any doctor because medical fees are so expensive.

But as I grow older and more mature, i know that all these are just infatuation. The feelings come and go easily. All these feelings are not real.

Even though i know it's just an infatuation but until now on and off i do have such feelings for certain men. Hahahaha... But i know all these are just temporary because they are 'untouchable' :Þ. I can't reveal here their occupation or who they are because i know i will become a laughing stock.

But i know, it is just due to their talents or attitudes or characters which make me "fall" for them. The feeling will be gone very soon. Maybe takes about 1-2 months?

But deep down in my heart i know no one can replace riceball. :)

Insonmia

Recently i am having insonmia. I can't seem to sleep during the night time. When i just close my eyes, many things flood into my mind. So many things to think about. It's a never ending process. I keep tossing and turning until nearly 1am. Arrrghh... i am really suffering :(

I think i am going crazy soon if this goes on... It's really unbearable. I don't know what i should do now. It's really torturing.... :(

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Crappy & moody

I can't seem to concentrate in my work recently. I just feel restless all the time. Maybe i have lost interest in my job. I just can't concentrate in everything i do. My mind starts to wander around after 5 minutes of concentration. What is wrong with me? I keep telling myself that i need this job. I need this job to survive. But i just can't do so.

Maybe something else has been in my mind. So many things have happened to me in this month. How i wish i can put everything aside and go to somewhere which no one knows me. I want a rest. I want a real rest.

Not only that, I hate it when riceball's family sms him. I feel disturb when i see their messages. I just hate the sight of it. You can say i am bad but i just don't know why i just feel disturb when i see those messages. I feel that they are taking him away from me. Maybe you all might think that i am being selfish or being paranoid but i just can't help it. I always have this kind of feeling.

I have never been really happy recently. I have been hiding my feelings all these while. I have been feeling very crappy recently. I try to occupy myself with all kind of work but i just can't let my mind rest. The feeling is just like my brain is working 24 hours a day. Non-stop !!

I don't know how to curb this problem. I keep telling myself. "STOP IT !!!!!. Don't think anymore ! Make your brain stop working for a while. Let it rest. Else you will go bonker !!!"

Can someone tell me what should i do now. HELP !!!!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

It's completed

At last, i have handed in my last 3 copies of thesis to the university today. Yahooooooo !!!!!.. no more paperwork for me anymore. No more worries for me anymore. But there are other worries for me. :( ...

A worry which i can't reveal here.. I don't know what to do now. Just pray that everything will go smoothly for me next week. May GOD bless me again..

Monday, May 11, 2009

Stupid Supplier !

If any of you have gone to my online store, u all will realize that i have removed the accessories from Korea. Well, luckily i have not made any orders from them. The price which they gave me was totally different when i try to make orders from them. I know they want big volume order but who dares to order big volume from them when there are accessories with the same designs at cheaper price?

It's my luck that i have found such a bad supplier. I will never have anymore business deal with them anymore.

So far, i have not made any business. A real business. I have already sold my facial masks at very cheap price but some people still find it very expensive. There are some websites which are selling ~RM5 - RM5.50. What's more do they expect? Forget it lah if that's my luck.

Sigh....

Friday, May 8, 2009

I'm listless..............

I am very listless today. I just do not feel like doing anything at all. I feel lost and down. Not sure why. I just hope to go back to uni soon to settle my things. As long as it's not settled, i feel very unbearable and listless. It's like a stone is weighing me down. I am not sure why. I just want to go back to uni asap to settle my things.

Maybe because i have dragged too long. It's scary when you think about the due date. It's at the end of june. but the time is passing very fast. It's going to be mid May soon. I feel so lost... What the heck is happening to me recently?

Why do i feel so low and down right now? I should be happy that everything is done according to schedule. What am i worrying about? What do i want? I always feel not peace at mind. Something is bothering me but i do not know how to say nor describe.

I dare not be happy because i am very afraid to jinx myself. I dare not be relief because i feel that something bad will happen to me.

I have been in the office for 8 hours yet i have not done anything yet. I have just done only 1% of my work. I am sooooo unproductive. What the hell men !!!

No, i can't be like that anymore. I must perk up. I must find back my energy. I must work hard in order to secure my career. I can't be so listless anymore.

Meatball, perk up !!!

Leave cancelled

I am suppose to be on leave on monday but i have to cancel and move it to tuesday. What a luck. Else, i will be having 3 days continuous leaves... sigh... i tot of settling my master stuff asap but now it seems like i can't do so. Hopefully everything turns out fine on Tuesday.

There are so many things in my mind now. I feel so tired and lethargic now. I have no mood to work at all..Riceball wants to buy a big computer table to put out computers but it seems like we are not able to fork out so much money now. sigh.... Money is always not enough.... Everything is so expensive now.. sigh....

I hope everything turns out fine for me this year. Hopefully this year will be a good year for me. I hope everything goes smoothly for me.

I really really really really really hope everything turns out fine and good for me this coming Tuesday...May God bless me !!

By the way, my new computer is coming.. Yes !!!!!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Stupid Idiotic Nurse !!!

I really can't stand one of the nurses in Island Hospital under gynaecological department. She is damn rude and she is a 2-faced snake. Hey, i have not even offended her before but she acts as though i have. I really can't stand her at all.

I have something urgent to talk to the doctor. It's not that i am disturbing his work. I am his patient too and i have the right to talk to him. What hell does the nurse need to block me? All i can do is wait and call again at 9.15am. I can't do anything about it. I feel so lost now. Everything doesn't seem to go well for me today.

I just hope that everything goes well for me. I can't stand all these nonsenses. If she ever offended me again, i am going to complain her. She shall wait and see. I can't always tolerate her behaviour. This not the first time already. What the hell does she want? This is really unforgivable. I can't stand her any longer.

If she ever offended me later, i am going to complain her on my next visit ! Wait and SEE !

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

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Why all the good things do not happen to me? I feel so down now. I have worked very hard in order to achieve everything but none of it is successful. I feel terribly down.

Not only that, due to my problems, i keep taking annual leave. Sooner or later i will be terminated from my company. Soon to come. Why do i need to take so many days leave? Why ?????? I can't expect to take leave anymore. I need money. I can't lose my job.

I feel so fed up now. I feel so lost now. I don't know what else i can do... I need help !!!!!

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Totally Exhausted.....

I am totally exhausted today. I have been running around just to solve all my studies thing... I have been in the university since 8.20 am in the morning. It's really tiring with all the waiting and driving around. I makes me want to puke...

Hopefully everything will go well too on next monday. I will be submitting everything next week. Hopefully everything will go smoothly for me.

May GOD bless me !!

Monday, May 4, 2009

I am confused

I am very confused now. Who is the latest deputy dean in my university? There are sudden change in the deputy dean. If i did not check on the website, i wouldn't have known.

I just need to get a signature but everything is so tedious. I hate taking leave. I do not have so many annual leaves. I need to keep my annual leave for my other purpose. Sigh.... time passes so fast. it's May now. another new month. Yet i have not achieved anything.

Hopefully before end of May, i will be able to complete my Master process. It's a tedious process. I will not want to study anymore after going through all these tedious processes.

I feel bad that i keep taking annual leave. Plus i don't have many annual leaves per year. What if i have other emergency? What should i do? I feel so lost now. I don't feel like keep taking leaves. I need to keep it for other purpose.

What should i do ?

Review: Feng Wei Restaurant

I went to a restaurant for lunch last Saturday. It was a long drive to the restaurant in penang. No, it's not because it's far but because it's hard to find. Riceball & I have a hard time finding the restaurant. We have tried to ask people around but none of them really can give me a clear direction.

To be more precise, the restaurant situated behind CITITEL hotel penang. So, if you know where is CITITEL, then you will know where is the restaurant.

I would say the food there is quite delicious. It's always fully booked during the night time. This is the second time i gone there. The food portion is quite big. I would say worth for money. But try not to order fried rice noodles there. It's because i was very thirsty after eating it. I think they might have put too much MSG into it. But for the rest of the dishes, the taste is delicious. I would prefer eat white rice with the dishes.

Business Not Doing Well

My business isn't doing well. Maybe i am still new to online store. It seems like nobody wants to buy from me. I don't understand why my business is that bad. Is it i can't give the buyers a sense of security?

I have tried to promote my site at different channel but i just can't get any attention from them. Ai... maybe i am not suited to do a business. Not only that, i have been asking myself, what the point for me to start an online business? Do i really want to earn big or i just want to pass my time?

Maybe i have too much free time to spare that i do not know how to use my time wisely.... I have been thinking for few nights. Maybe i still do not know what to do..Just give it a try for few more weeks. If still do not have any buyers, i will just let it go...

No point forcing myself.